Nov 17, 2008 14:24
Sitting in my crumpled shirt, because who knows where the iron is, with the blinds still down at half past two in the afternoon. Oh sweet unemployment, how you have drawn me in.
I now watch gilmore girls, one tree hill and have a great friendship with the queue in greggs OR SOMETHING with toast. Usually beans or scrambled egg!
I tried to unpack the other night but ended up looking at old photos and reading old letters with spidery handwriting or with small drawings in the top corner. If I emptied the whole bag I could probably recreate 2006 all over again. But it made me feel older, as people I know have gotten fatter, thinner, and cut their hair in different ways. But some photos are how I remember people. Like if I was to describe my friends, I would probably describe one of the photos. Tipped cap and eyeliner, prom dress and cup of tea, backpack and pizza, hugging that pole on a wednesday, feet in the freezer.
If I had a scanner I would show you all the picture that best summed you up. To see if I see you a different way to how you see yourself.
I see my life in a different way to how I used to see it, I envy some of the photos but regret some others. Thats just the way it has to be right?