long time
Well, I can't remember what I posted last.
I told my best friend how I feel about her. Which didn't go so well... at all. She hardly calls me anymore, For a while I wasn't sure we were still going to the Fall Out Boy show. I thought I might have to bring someone else down with me, cause I'm not wasting the tickets!!! My body aches from the gym, but it's a good kinda pain... you know? Oh, I met a girl here, but she doesn't call me back anymore. She is a friend of my brothers' girlfriend, I found out hrough his girlfriend that her parents have her on lock-down, and shes also afraid of getting in a relationship, because she thinks she might be moving back to puerto rico with her rents. Grrrrr! where are all the hot normal girls without boyfriends??? Mentally and emotionally I'm in a weird place right now, I think I have a slight bit of PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). I don't really like TV that much anymore, I hate this town because I don't have anyone really close to me, like my boys. I didn't like living in cramped conditions but I do miss Babs, Eff and Rozz. Things are just so bleh, I mean it feels like nothings really fun anymore. The last thing that got me nervous or really felt real was sitting in Sarahs' bed trying to explain my thoughts. I don't need a job, but I feel like I want to get one just so i can maybe make some friends in this town. And Maybe keep myself from going insane....
On a lighter note a package I ordered came today, it contained 2 cd's and a t-shirt which I ordered not three days ago. Awesome delivery time!! The cd's are 'Almost here'- by "The Acadamy is"...and 'The Papercut Chronicles'- by "Gym Class Heroes. Both are yummy goodness to my ears, although upon hearing "GCH" I was shocked, it's like hip hop/emo almost. The frontman raps, but in a scincere truthful way, it's goodshit, check it out. Also itunes...BLOWS!!! Why the fuck would you purchase a song for a dollar that you can't put on anything other than an ipod? Don't do it, you can't do anything with the song. To put it on a non-Mac MP3 player you have to first burn a audio cd then rip the music back onto your comp, and then put it on your mp3. So you WASTE a CD! Bastards, they always fuck you at the drive-thru, what'd I tell you.
Also, No one CALLS.......EVER. It used to be only Sarah called, but now.....no one....at all
I told my best friend how I feel about her. Which didn't go so well... at all. She hardly calls me anymore, For a while I wasn't sure we were still going to the Fall Out Boy show. I thought I might have to bring someone else down with me, cause I'm not wasting the tickets!!! My body aches from the gym, but it's a good kinda pain... you know? Oh, I met a girl here, but she doesn't call me back anymore. She is a friend of my brothers' girlfriend, I found out hrough his girlfriend that her parents have her on lock-down, and shes also afraid of getting in a relationship, because she thinks she might be moving back to puerto rico with her rents. Grrrrr! where are all the hot normal girls without boyfriends??? Mentally and emotionally I'm in a weird place right now, I think I have a slight bit of PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). I don't really like TV that much anymore, I hate this town because I don't have anyone really close to me, like my boys. I didn't like living in cramped conditions but I do miss Babs, Eff and Rozz. Things are just so bleh, I mean it feels like nothings really fun anymore. The last thing that got me nervous or really felt real was sitting in Sarahs' bed trying to explain my thoughts. I don't need a job, but I feel like I want to get one just so i can maybe make some friends in this town. And Maybe keep myself from going insane....
On a lighter note a package I ordered came today, it contained 2 cd's and a t-shirt which I ordered not three days ago. Awesome delivery time!! The cd's are 'Almost here'- by "The Acadamy is"...and 'The Papercut Chronicles'- by "Gym Class Heroes. Both are yummy goodness to my ears, although upon hearing "GCH" I was shocked, it's like hip hop/emo almost. The frontman raps, but in a scincere truthful way, it's goodshit, check it out. Also itunes...BLOWS!!! Why the fuck would you purchase a song for a dollar that you can't put on anything other than an ipod? Don't do it, you can't do anything with the song. To put it on a non-Mac MP3 player you have to first burn a audio cd then rip the music back onto your comp, and then put it on your mp3. So you WASTE a CD! Bastards, they always fuck you at the drive-thru, what'd I tell you.
Also, No one CALLS.......EVER. It used to be only Sarah called, but now.....no one....at all