May 16, 2006 20:16
Why can't this world be like the one in that anime? Love easy to accumulate and a woman that would do ANYTHING for you. Why can't Noone like that exist in todays world? Now when It comes to anime In all honesty I am not a fan of it at all there are only a couple anime series and movies that really caught my eye. Fushigi yuugi on the other hand is something I can relate too, especially the characters, they are just cool and have personalites, to me FY is like watching a dream of mine but come to life through animation. I used to watch this anime when I lived with my friends. The only other 2 animes that caught my eye are Fatal fury and Ninja Scroll. Some DBZ I do like and some inuyasha is pretty cool but I won't go much further then that.
However I know FY is a cartoon but why can't girls be like the ones in that anime? Why can't they be sweet,loving,affection and worth fighting for? Now, I rather see them suffer a horrible fate and die. You know I see my mind of that of tamahome from FY, I can love but hate as well, I have brute strength as well. So in a why I am like tamahome but I definately lake the looks of him, Tamahome is a not fat ugly piece of shit like myself but Most of the characteristics that he has I share as well.
So the point of all this, I wish woman would change and i wish woman would be better people and I serious wish hollywood would stop the bitch culture that influences women to stop this shit. Also the men who mistreat their women also need to stop being pieces of shit. They seem to not help the "women" situation either. if we all just cooperate as people and stop the "stupid" things that life causes us to do then we can make the US let alone Michigan A better place to look at.
I am a sad person, but its not of my doing, its caused by the people I know also by those who tore me up inside. My goal is to find people who share the same attributes as I, one I can open up to and respect my feelings as a person, a person who I can call "friend" because the last person I have called "friend" is karl kruger but he is in a far part of this state in a place called "armada". Friends to me are people who respect what you do as a person,be there for you regardless and a person who doesn't come to your house and use you for your possessionns and then steal them. ( my Mega man X collection is missing and I think dans friend will could have stole it since he was the last to play it) Now I can't trust anyone that sets foot in my house,The only option is to watch who plays my games like hawks and not share my brother hood like before, my spririt is crushed to know that someone that I let over with open arms just takes something of mine that isn't theirs at all.
This little heart of mine is broken, not for the love I secretly starve for but for the trust I have had for people just crumbles into dust.What goes on,me alone has to decide and my decision alone..........
-Scottz-