Apr 20, 2004 21:13
The most beautiful thing has come into my life in which I never expected to happen. The WOMEN of my dreams I have met and see all of my faults because of her perfection in every aspect I can think of. I’ve never felt attached to a person or felt extremely close to someone without dating him or her or knowing him or her for a long time. I had the biggest crush on her at search and hadn’t seen her for a few months, then she came to prom with me. Oh my goodness, if there was ever a sweeter creation then I hope I never meet that person, for I might loose my mind. I’ve felt much hatred for females in my life due to x girlfriends and observing even grown women do things to men that were wrong , but that works both ways too , and all of my conviction of not trusting women and assuming that they all have a same nature to them is gone in this one real women. I have so much respect for her just because she can see things in a different perspective than other people I know. She is all of my imperfections flipped and all of my good traits imbued into one most beautifully gorgeous, funny, and tomboyish yet such a women that it amazes me, and she never ceases to amaze me in everything she does. She had lemonade spilt on her dress and instead of freaking out or getting upset, she laughs and makes the best of it!!! If I have ever wanted to love a girl in my life, she would be the one and would be one of the greatest joys in my life. She’s not a goody to-shoo even when it comes to things that I never expected to hear from her. She is about to graduate, lives in little rock, is about to go off to college and likes another man from little rock. What a lucky guy to have the attention of such a special girl, if doesn’t take advantage of such an opportunity, then he is insane and needs to be admitted. We were riding a bus to and from Clarksville to go bowling and eat breakfast and she took a nap both ways. I just couldn’t help but look at her, asleep there, with a smile on her face just as contempt as any human being I have ever seen, she was sooooo sweet. On the way back I was falling asleep myself and had a lot my mind, just thinking about everything in my life and different problems when she laid her head on my shoulder and it was almost like the feeling you get after receiving the sacrament of confession, all of my troubles and fears were put aside and I felt so complacent when I felt the warmth of her head against my shoulder, I felt complete, a feeling never felt before.