May 18, 2004 22:08
haha, it was a request by my buddy jacob that I needed to update my journal, so here I am. I love these journal thingys cuz u can just write whatever and express urself and not worried about being judged,lol, until ur friends read it anyways but i've had such an awesome week i forgot to write about it!
I have like the coolest girlfriend ever. I really did not think I would find anybody cooler than Grace Kelley and I have! In her own way she's like the coolest/best thing that's happened to me. We've known each other for almost a year now so we're already great friends and now that we're together, it is even better, I have like an almost best friend and somebody that I can show affection and love to. It's like having ur best bud who u can say anything to or talk to anything about and be intimate with them,lol, ok maybe it would be a little weird to be intimate like b/f g/f with ur best friend but u guys know what i mean.
I felt bad because on monday we had a "day off" which i thought was a complete day off for ourselves to either study or mess around but subi's definition of a day off is leading the students to think they have the entire day off and then telling them that they have four hours of study hall that day! great isn't it?? from 1-3 in the afternoon and 7-9 that night. I felt bad though because my girlfriend who happens to live in conway and had school on monday wanted to see me so bad before i go to mexico this sunday that she skipped school and came and saw me. Luckily, she didn't get caught and I'm really happy about that but she just makes me feel like i'm who i'm supposed to be, I don't have to be somebody else around her or try to conform to what I might think she wants me to be, she likes me for me! just like the song!! But anyways it was great, We shared our first kiss that day and it was amazing, I don't know how it was that great , but it was. It wasn't even a french kiss or anything , just a sweet simple slightly long kiss on the lips. I have never felt anything like it before. I've kissed alot of girls before and I just expected this one to be be like any other(including amy jacob,lol, but nobody needs to know that) but it wasn't! It was the most wonderful thing I've ever felt, her lips were so soft and sweet it was crazy, I couldn't stop thinking about it like all day on monday. Something just felt so right about her kiss and it was great, I can't wait to see her again, I think she's coming up friday and we're all going swimmng.
Slosh out is this weekend, yah!! I think i'm finally going, i've never been before and i think it'll be fun and of course graduation on saturday. On friday, i'm so sad, we have our last band performance of the year, that's gonna stink and a final shout out to jacob on his last performance with the jazz ensemble forever. It's all gravy though, jacob and i and im sure others are still going to jam next year and hopefully put some stuff together and play on stage or in the stube. Anywho yall, I'm out cuz i get to sleep in tomorrow cuz i took two ap exams and that period scheduled for the ap semester exam is open tomorrow morning so i get to sleep in, it's gonna be great. peace out yall and have a wonderful day when u read this!