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Super frustrated. What a depressing day. After being blown off last weekend, and ignored the rest of the week.... i woke up to a phone call from Erin. She told me that her ex boyfriend got physical with her and pushed her, spit on her and shoved her down. At first I was pretty pissed about it. But then I thought about who I was talking to. I simply told her to just call the cops. Of course she didn't. When I asked her all about what happened, she didn't want to explain it all because she didn't want to re live it. aka she had something to hide. Well, I eventually asked her why she blew me off and why she is just now calling me. She got in a pissy mood when I told her I was insulted that instead of hanging out with me, or even giving me a call she instead hung out with her dumb ass ex. Well that didn't fly over too well. She hung up on me and I tried to get a hold of her all day just to see how she is doing. Fucking stupid. I dont even know why I answer that girls phone calls any more. It always ends up depressing me after a while.
I got an internship at a tattoo place in Dearborn Heights. Its weird. I sort of came in there just to see how the place was and the guy offered it to me right away. So I took it. I still dont know if this is what I want to do with my life but then again its a job. Well, it will be once im trained. (6 months to a year) Im worried that I wont be able to pay bills with my one part time job that pays crappy, and the other job that is paying me zip. Its hard to get into the tattoo biz, but I dont know if its for me, and I dont know if I can afford it. I hate living here. I want to leave but I feel like im stuck. Especially now that I have 2 jobs.
Im going to sleep because there is nothing else to do. Maybe tomorrow will be better but I doubt it.
I got an internship at a tattoo place in Dearborn Heights. Its weird. I sort of came in there just to see how the place was and the guy offered it to me right away. So I took it. I still dont know if this is what I want to do with my life but then again its a job. Well, it will be once im trained. (6 months to a year) Im worried that I wont be able to pay bills with my one part time job that pays crappy, and the other job that is paying me zip. Its hard to get into the tattoo biz, but I dont know if its for me, and I dont know if I can afford it. I hate living here. I want to leave but I feel like im stuck. Especially now that I have 2 jobs.
Im going to sleep because there is nothing else to do. Maybe tomorrow will be better but I doubt it.