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i love looking at my past entries on livejournal....i love memories, remembering good and bad times that i've had...and sometimes memories are all you have left
i'm scared, i'm scared for the future..yeah i've been wanting this day to come forever, the day i graduate, the magical day all opportunities come, the day independence is more than just going out on a friday night by yourself....but its not going to be as easy as high school, college is different, it actually counts for something...Reminiscing with foot of ten people about elementry school is crazy, we remeber so much, it sounds cliche, but jr. high and elementry really do feel like yesterday.
but now "yesterday" is gone and i have to start all over again, new friends, new work ethics, just new environment...but i look at it as a chance to start new, the things about myself that i didn't like during high school will be left at high school. i dont look at it as loosing my friends because by all means i'll try to keep in contact with the people i like the most, but i look at it as we've had great times during high school and i won't forget what you've ment to me...that goes to all of my friends
things change, feelings change, people grow, am i scared for all the new changes? yes...but its obviously apart of life
i live life very lightly...i try not to worry too much, i live each day and deal with each problem and situation one at a time, there has been alot of things in my life that have changed, alot of things in my friends lives that have change...and its such a reality awakening for me to see life changes going on right infront of me
i can only hope and wish that i grow into what wish to be someday..."things do not change;we change"-Henry David Thoreau
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i'm scared, i'm scared for the future..yeah i've been wanting this day to come forever, the day i graduate, the magical day all opportunities come, the day independence is more than just going out on a friday night by yourself....but its not going to be as easy as high school, college is different, it actually counts for something...Reminiscing with foot of ten people about elementry school is crazy, we remeber so much, it sounds cliche, but jr. high and elementry really do feel like yesterday.
but now "yesterday" is gone and i have to start all over again, new friends, new work ethics, just new environment...but i look at it as a chance to start new, the things about myself that i didn't like during high school will be left at high school. i dont look at it as loosing my friends because by all means i'll try to keep in contact with the people i like the most, but i look at it as we've had great times during high school and i won't forget what you've ment to me...that goes to all of my friends
things change, feelings change, people grow, am i scared for all the new changes? yes...but its obviously apart of life
i live life very lightly...i try not to worry too much, i live each day and deal with each problem and situation one at a time, there has been alot of things in my life that have changed, alot of things in my friends lives that have change...and its such a reality awakening for me to see life changes going on right infront of me
i can only hope and wish that i grow into what wish to be someday..."things do not change;we change"-Henry David Thoreau
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