Oct 02, 2004 09:59
confused feelings...
i went to talk to willis about some stuff last night expecting everything to be back to normal, get answers so i can stop feeling like shit every day, but then i realized that we can't just go back to what we had at the drop of a hat....i know it'll take time, which i hope he and i are willing to put forth...i know i still love him like crazy, and i hate to see a good relationship be ruined over a bump in the road.
i know its not completely my fault and its not his either....i know he still has some confused feelings of what he wants, so i know he needs time, i just hope we can work at it, cuz i dont know how it'd be without him in my life.
thats pretty much all thats been on my mind for the past week....a little depressing, something i am not used to
skits today, maybe skit practice sun. and then MONDAY the big show...everyone come and support the skit! h-burg high @7