why?

[scottymopie]

yup, so i've royally fucked things up for myself

i'm loosing the one person in my life that i really love and love being around....and its all my fault

i can't stop crying now, but i know i'm just feeling sorry for myself in a situation which is my fault

i just want to go to bed and not go to school tomorrow

i wish i could go back and change things

i'm so lucky to have someone who cares and loves me like you do, but i fucked it up

now i dont know where i stand, i just know i couldn't feel more lonely

i'm so stupid, so just stop

i'm sorry