Sep 08, 2005 22:10
im starting 2 hate my self more and more as each day goes bye ,im begining 2 be very self-consious and i fucking hate it normally im not like this but the breaking of the nose didnt help either
somtimes i feel like just killing myself but im done with that stage , i wont do it anymore
i just keep going through personality changes i have no fucking clue who i am , just when i think i do i get fucked over
life gets better than it comes around again and gets fucked up than goes down hill
i want 2 do something sooooooo bad , but i just cant get myself 2 do it thats another thing i hate about myself
i really wish i didnt break my nose now its all fucked up and im getting really self-consious