Remember Me?
It has been a long time. I haven't really seen anyone lately, but I have been working and going to school a hell of a lot. I'm back here at Delgado and it's pretty good. I've been working on my house and it just doesn't seem to be going anywhere. I keep finding less and less to do and Finding that I don't want to live there anymore. I take National Registry in Tn in March. I quit American Eagle and will be working at St. John's Rehabilitation Hospital. That's a plus, right? I'm never working retail again. I hope. High school reunion is coming up in June. Part of me wants to go, but another part of me doesn't. No, I want to go. Yeah I'm going. I finally got on facebook. It's like high school all over again. The whole freaking world is on that thing. I think everyone should join, it's the bomb.
Let's talk serious for a minute. So my whole life I've prettty much had to be a grown up. Then I turned 21 and decided not ot. Now it seems that I have all these "adult" decisions to make. New job, about to finish school in a year and a half, looking for a new home. It's pretty stressful. Sometimes I think I can't do it. If one more person asks if I'm dating I'll freaking lose it. I barely have time for myself muchless anyone else. I can't be responsible for someone else's feelings. I work and go to school full time. If someone thinks they can fit into that schedule, by all means go ahead. I mean I'd be great not to be single, but anyone trying to fit in here is crazy. It's happened so many times before that I don't have time for anyone else. Not that I don't get to go out or anything. I don't want a weekend relationship, or do I? I don't know what I want, but I can't tackle a full time job, afull time school schedule, and a full time relationship all at once. Plus I've never met anyone who thought they could fit in there either.
This is the lamest post ever. Next semester I start the Paramedic program. That's good. Then I'm gonna stick around for my LPN. Grown up life is tough, but fun. I think I'll stick around.
Let's talk serious for a minute. So my whole life I've prettty much had to be a grown up. Then I turned 21 and decided not ot. Now it seems that I have all these "adult" decisions to make. New job, about to finish school in a year and a half, looking for a new home. It's pretty stressful. Sometimes I think I can't do it. If one more person asks if I'm dating I'll freaking lose it. I barely have time for myself muchless anyone else. I can't be responsible for someone else's feelings. I work and go to school full time. If someone thinks they can fit into that schedule, by all means go ahead. I mean I'd be great not to be single, but anyone trying to fit in here is crazy. It's happened so many times before that I don't have time for anyone else. Not that I don't get to go out or anything. I don't want a weekend relationship, or do I? I don't know what I want, but I can't tackle a full time job, afull time school schedule, and a full time relationship all at once. Plus I've never met anyone who thought they could fit in there either.
This is the lamest post ever. Next semester I start the Paramedic program. That's good. Then I'm gonna stick around for my LPN. Grown up life is tough, but fun. I think I'll stick around.