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We forgot to post this when BJ was born. Since more of our babies are coming.... we thought we'd share.
~Joel and Bryan
BryansMuse: Baby?
meXXjoel: *feels my eyes get wide, looking down* oh-OH GODD! BRY-BRYAN! *pulls off of you* oh GODD! My water just broke!
meXXjoel: *is waiting for you to notice*
BryansMuse: *definately noticed the warm gush of water*
meXXjoel: *slides back down to my side, holding under my stomach* WHAT DO I DO? *yells*
BryansMuse: *tries to stay calm...takes a deep breath*
BryansMuse: It's gonna be okay baby.
meXXjoel: *is looking at you with WIDE eyes*
meXXjoel: okay? .. okay! .. *TRIES to take deep breaths also*
BryansMuse: *looks into your eyes and nods quickly* Just like everything else... we'll do this together.. we'll get through this together. *takes your hand in mine and kisses it while still looking into your eyes*
meXXjoel: *calms for a moment to stare into your eyes, then feels something weird* .. *arches my brows some*
BryansMuse: Lay down, Joel.... and let me have a look? *climbs off the bed, stark naked, and quickly gets the black doctor's bag from our closet... *
meXXjoel: lay, WHAT? Le-lets call a DOCTOR! *starts to cry as I turn to my back*
BryansMuse: *tries NOT to smirk... thinking that putting all the things that we will need for this seemed a lot funnier.... yesterday*
BryansMuse: *nods my head quickly* I'll call the doctor....
meXXjoel: NO! *shouts* NO! BRYAN! *cries out for you*
BryansMuse: Joel... *moves closer to you* Look at me... look into my eyes, baby.
meXXjoel: *grabs onto you, trying to look into your eyes as I flinch*
meXXjoel: oh GODD!.. Bryan I'm SCARED! *cries to you*
BryansMuse: *winces as I see you in pain*
BryansMuse: Joel... we are going to do this together... just like everything else that we do...
meXXjoel: *nods quickly, staring into your eyes*
meXXjoel: Bryan? *whispers*
BryansMuse: Yes, Joel?
meXXjoel: THE BABIES COMING AND HE'S COMING NOW *yells into your face*
BryansMuse: *gets startled by your yelling*
BryansMuse: That's why I asked you to let me take a look!
meXXjoel: FINE! TAKE A FUCKIN LOOK!
BryansMuse: Now spread your legs!
meXXjoel: *spreads 'em, as wide as I can get 'em*
BryansMuse: *knows that you can do that very well*
meXXjoel: uuhhaaAAAHHH! *yells*
BryansMuse: *looks in between your legs*
meXXjoel: *tries to breathe deep*
BryansMuse: Ok... Joel... breathe like this for me....
meXXjoel: *lifts my head to look at you, between my legs*
BryansMuse: hee hee hee
BryansMuse: *makes the breathing sounds for you*
meXXjoel: *tries to imitate*
meXXjoel: It's not WORKING! *cries/growls*
BryansMuse: *keeps doing the breathing with you*
BryansMuse: DO IT LOUDER!
BryansMuse: AND HARDER!
meXXjoel: *focuses on your face while trying to breathe, louder, and harder*
BryansMuse: *looks in between you legs again.... sees something *
meXXjoel: *notices you looking* WHAT?
BryansMuse: *looks back up at you * I think I see his head.
meXXjoel: OH MY GODD! *freaks a little* WELL, DO SOMETHING!
BryansMuse: PUSH, JOEL!
BryansMuse: YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS TO DO SOMETHING. PUSH!
meXXjoel: I DON'T WANT TO!
meXXjoel: I'M SCARED!
BryansMuse: *rolls my eyes* Joel, I can't do this for you! Fucking PUSH!
meXXjoel: *PUSHES, HARD*
BryansMuse: Holy Shit! *looks between your legs again*
meXXjoel: I CAN'T! I CAN'T DO ANYMORE! *falls back, flat on the bed*
BryansMuse: *moves back closer to your head* Yes, you can. I know you can. Cmon, Joel. Together. We'll do this together. *helps you to sit up against the pillows*
meXXjoel: *sits up, with your help* .. *takes another deep breath* .. now? push again now? *asks softly, with almost a whine, staring at you*
BryansMuse: *moves back down between your legs and nods* Uh huh... PUSH BABY.
meXXjoel: *PUSHES* UUUGHHH! *groans out*
BryansMuse: Good one, Joel... I can really see the head now... Guess what color his hair is? *laughs*
meXXjoel: *actually starts to laugh* NO! Just,.. I don't know! Brown? Black? *groans*
BryansMuse: I'm not gonna tell you.... Push this little guy out and you can see for yourself.... *smiles up at you*
meXXjoel: *pushes again* He-he's *pushes* probably *gives another good hard push* bald!
BryansMuse: *guides the head out of you... reaching into the black bag for a bulb syringe to suction his mouth* Stop pushing for sec....
meXXjoel: *stops pushing* What's going on? *cries out, swinging my head back to breathe*
BryansMuse: *suctions all that crap out of his mouth* Everything is fine... One more push should do it.... Make it a good one.
meXXjoel: ok *says with a broken voice* hear goes everything *tries to joke* .. watch your head baby *tries to joke again*
BryansMuse: Joel? *says as I look back up at you*
meXXjoel: What? *asks breathlessly*
BryansMuse: I love you.
BryansMuse: NOW PUSH!
meXXjoel: *PUSHES AS HARD AS I'M EVER GOING TO*
BryansMuse: *slides our son out of you and holds him up for you to see*
meXXjoel: *falls back for a moment as you pull the baby out,.. just trying to catch my breath*
meXXjoel: *then, slowly, looks up* ... oh, my, godd. .. Why isn't he crying?
BryansMuse: *suctions him once more and lays him on your chest as he starts to wail*
meXXjoel: *immediately starts to cry, with him. .. wondering if chicks cry this much after giving birth*
meXXjoel: *lays my hands on the babies tiny back*
BryansMuse: *reaches into the doctor's bag and takes out the instruments to cut the cord... cuts the cord ....*
meXXjoel: *loves the sound of him crying, .. also loves how he's starting to already calm down*
BryansMuse: *wipes his eyes with a cloth and lays one of timothy's baby blankets over him*
BryansMuse: *looks at the two of you with tears in my eyes*
meXXjoel: *looks up at you* .. oh my godd. .. *whispers* .. What, the fuck just happened? *says with a tear filled laugh*
BryansMuse: *giggles* our son interuppted us.... AGAIN!
meXXjoel: *laughs harder* ..
meXXjoel: What, do we do now? *asks with a much quieter tone*
BryansMuse: Wanna get back on?
meXXjoel: *cracks up laughing*
BryansMuse: *cracks up with you*
meXXjoel: Do, do we give him a bath or something? Or me? Or, call the hospital?
BryansMuse: I'll get both of you cleaned up... How do you feel, Joel?
meXXjoel: I feel, fine. I feel, perfect
meXXjoel: *feels myself breathing calmer than I've ever felt as the baby lays against my chest*
BryansMuse: *kisses you softly* You amaze me.
meXXjoel: *laughs softly* Me? .. You're the one that did all the work tonight.
meXXjoel: All I had to do was push
meXXjoel: *jokes about it, although knowing it was a lot freakier than just simply "pushing"*
BryansMuse: *grins wide* I can't believe he's finally here... Can I hold him?
meXXjoel: Yes. *lifts my hands for you to be able to pick him up*
BryansMuse: *takes our son from you and moves closer to you in our bed*
BryansMuse: *looks down at his face... examining it* Well, he's got your pout.
meXXjoel: *laughs, feeling myself feel so good right now, so relieved that he's here, and healthy, and of course beautiful*
meXXjoel: Did you notice? *asks softly*
BryansMuse: His balls? yeah... he got your balls too.
meXXjoel: *laughs* Well, no. His eyes. .. He *laughs a little more* has your eyes. .. I noticed when you first held him up.
BryansMuse: *knew what you were gonna say all along*
BryansMuse: Of course I noticed that.... *kisses the top of his head and says softly to our son* Didn't I tell you that Daddy always gets what he wants?
meXXjoel: *smiles, knowing I always get what I want 'cause you always let me* .. *feels exhausted now*
meXXjoel: I'm really tired. .. *lays back, watching you hold him, feeling myself grin bigger and happier than I have in a damn long time*
meXXjoel: Can you take care of him while I sleep for a couple hours baby?
BryansMuse: Sleep all you need to....
meXXjoel: I love you
BryansMuse: *kisses you softly* I love you. Thank you for the perfect birthday present.
meXXjoel: Thank you for you, and for him. *says softly*
BryansMuse: *wraps one around you and holds our son with the other...*
meXXjoel: *falls to sleep, hardly being able to wait to go knock on my mom's apartment door tomorrow*