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i'm not stupid. i can tell what people are thinking about me just from the look in their eyes. if you keep ignoring me like this you won't have me anymore...if you want to go back to being third string in their eyes, then go back to it. I don't need to be trampled on the way. i've got fair-weather friends up to my ears, i don't need anymore...the fun supply is always there, somewhere, but when i need someone, not just someone, you, you're not there...when you're sad, i'm sad...but when i'm sad it's time to get away. whatever. i shouldn't have expectations...but having no expectations or lowering them is just pathetic. Or i could keep my expectations and be alone...what would you choose?