bye bye twenties...hello thirties!!
thought id post on what will be my last few hours of being able to say 'im in my twenties'. As per my prev post, ive had some amazing times, festivals, friends, nights out, meeting new people, relationships...also bad times with meeting the wrong people and making bad decisions! but i guess thats what the time is for...learning and making mistakes! i dont know if i regret any of it, maybe one instance with a certain someone who could of destroyed me...but didnt! and i've lived to tell the tale and be stronger. so se le vie! (sp?)
heres a wee list of some highlights of my twenties...
- download festivals, 06, 09, 13 my favourite years! just feel so at home here, like u can be urself and noone judges you. also got obscenely drunk with the other fee and rolled around bushes and got ourselves in some right old situations, but never laughed to much in all my life! love it.
- all weekend benders, fun with friends (fee lol) afterpartys, good chat and banter.
- gettin my own home, so proud of myself for doing so. love my wee flat. feel like a proper grown up :P
- passing my driving test and getting a car. again so proud of myself for doing so, never thought i would be capable of it!
- watching my pals/family get married and have babies, amazing magical moments to treasure x my turn next hehehe (has to be soon!!!!)
- holidays - been alot of trips, USA, Turkey x 2, sardinia, london, germany, france, portugal, spain - defo want to add to this list - new zealand perhaps...
- conqouring my anxiety - my biggest hurdle, its been with me since i was a teen and its the worst thing ever, i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy! and certain people i realise contributed to making it worse...but i got help, i sorted my head out, got away from people and situations that made it worse and i feel so much better. more like myself. Its not 100% conquered but im off my tablets and feel more confident in myself than i have done.
looking forward to seeing what 30 brings :)
fe xx
heres a wee list of some highlights of my twenties...
- download festivals, 06, 09, 13 my favourite years! just feel so at home here, like u can be urself and noone judges you. also got obscenely drunk with the other fee and rolled around bushes and got ourselves in some right old situations, but never laughed to much in all my life! love it.
- all weekend benders, fun with friends (fee lol) afterpartys, good chat and banter.
- gettin my own home, so proud of myself for doing so. love my wee flat. feel like a proper grown up :P
- passing my driving test and getting a car. again so proud of myself for doing so, never thought i would be capable of it!
- watching my pals/family get married and have babies, amazing magical moments to treasure x my turn next hehehe (has to be soon!!!!)
- holidays - been alot of trips, USA, Turkey x 2, sardinia, london, germany, france, portugal, spain - defo want to add to this list - new zealand perhaps...
- conqouring my anxiety - my biggest hurdle, its been with me since i was a teen and its the worst thing ever, i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy! and certain people i realise contributed to making it worse...but i got help, i sorted my head out, got away from people and situations that made it worse and i feel so much better. more like myself. Its not 100% conquered but im off my tablets and feel more confident in myself than i have done.
looking forward to seeing what 30 brings :)
fe xx