The person in this post is not me. And again, I am not being defensive.

[scottishandsexy]

Well I know of this fellow -- very athletic, tall, good-looking (ahem) Scotsman. I've known him since forever and I am quite certain that he is a genuinely good guy. But lately, he has unmistakably fallen into a rut.

Here is my his problem. He loves this woman -- gorgeous, blonde, curly-haired petite woman. But then there's this blonde, (he likes

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[mari_the_sneak]

YourHe is not pathetic. Just bloody stupid.

I can't believe you would....I don't understand how...

You love her? And you are haveing doubts about our relationship?

Oliver...I...just...how could you do this to me? Your ex-girlfriend?! Merlin, couldn't it have been any other girl besides Katie Bell?! I mean, I knew that something was terribly messed up after I saw you with her that night Yes I bloody saw you with her.

I don't understand. We were doing so well. I, erm...just...

You ARE an awfull person. For putting us both through this. You can't be in love with two women at once Oliver Wood.

I love you. With all my heart and soul. More than any other man I've ever loved. Can't that be enough for you?

[scottishandsexy]

I'd say he is both.

I don't know. I don't bloody know!

Merlin, couldn't it have been any other girl besides Katie Bell?! -- What in Godric's name was this supposed to mean?!

Well fuck me. What exactly did you see? Oh never mind... whatever it was it was enough to set you off...

Dammit Mari, do you think I don't know that? I'm fucking miserable that I screwed things over between us.

And I love you too... but...

...maybe things were never really over between me and Katie.

[mari_the_sneak]

You don't know?! Oh bloody hell.

What in Godric's name was this supposed to mean?! I just meant that she is your ex-girlfriend and used her name instead of saying 'ex-girlfriend' twice. I have nothing against her...or well, I didn't before all this happened!

Enough to come home and want to hex myself into oblivion and never return. To think you'd...oh nevermind.

You don't seem too ruddy miserable.

There is no such fucking thing as "I love you too...but...", Oliver.

...I understand that. But that doesnt mean you can go and cheat on your current girlfriend because things were "never really over" with your ex. That gives you not right to betrey me. To make me feel like I'm not good enough for you. Like what we have...is..noth--oh fuck it.

You've never made me cry before. At least, not like this....

[scottishandsexy]

I'm sorry. I'm just terribly torn right now.

I am so sorry, Mari. I had not meant for it to go that way. Godric knows I was just a bit... and it was she who... oh never mind. It's no use explaining.

Whatever helps you sleep at night.

Baby please don't leave me.

[mari_the_sneak]

Your not the only one who's torn. [But I'm sure you know that.]

I'm sorry too. For takeing your word that you would never...oh merlin. Explaining it would just make things worse and make me cry more.

I haven't bloody slept in days.

I hate when you call me baby like that...it makes me want to crawl into your arms and hug you till everything is healed I don't know right now, love. It hurts. I don't right know.

[scottishandsexy]

I know, I know.

I've been thinking about things... and I really miss you, love. I'm going to go home tonight. I tried flooing but you set up some charm that blocked anyone from entering the house. I'll be flying in tonight and I hope you leave the door open for me. I really need to talk to you.

[mari_the_sneak]

I miss you too.

I was angry with you. So I used a charm I learned at the Ministry. It's quite useful. And the door will be open. I took the day off from work since i felt so miserable, so I will be home. We really do need to talk.

OOC: are you going to right a ficcy?!?!

[scottishandsexy]

Ok, love. I will be over in a few minutes. I hope you're home.

((do ya want me to?))

[mari_the_sneak]

((i dont know. it's up to you, dearest.))