Oct 29, 2003 17:06
I think one of the things I fear the most about in my life is getting myself into a pattern. It's hard to get out of patterns. You wake up and do the exact same thing you did the day before. It becomes so routine that it's hard to get out of.
I'm in one of those patterns right now and it's starting to drive me into depression. School, work, sleep. That's it. That's all I have going for me in my life. I wish for once that something would go my way. Anything! Because not only am I in this pattern, but important things around me are leaving or getting distant. It's a tough situation.
Meh. Help me. Make something go my way. Don't leave me.