it has been awhile and alot has change
alot has happen in the past few months. my life has been turned around competely and most of you know why b/c someone has had the audacity to spread something that had nothing to do with them. i dont know who but i am ok with it bc i cant stop people from being ignorant. they are by nature....some more than others. anyways...and for those of you who dont you will soon enough.
i have been doing alot of thinking and have gotten alot of lectures about my life and how i choose to live it. everyone makes mistakes and those of you who dont then you are lying through your teeth. mistakes are a part of life. and you also have to deal w\the consequences from those things. i have learned this first hand and am going to do the right thing. yes it is gonna be a long hard journey. i know some of you have things that you want to say to me but somehow cant muster up the balls to confront me and that is fine with me bc i am not worring bout other peoples approval. i already have the approval i need from the most improtant person in my life. stupid and ignorant some of you may say but what can i do about it now? the deed is done and over with and the future has been changed. who knows this may be the one thing that saves me from the road that i was going down. yes i am excited and yes i know that it is going to be a long process. BRING IT ON I SAY!
i love you all and i eah i have been avoidng some of you and not letting you in but hey all i can say is that i a sorry. i am a little scared of the future and dont know what it completely has in store for me but i know one thing i will never be alone. i guess i will catch up with you guys later.
have fun and be careful. choa!
i have been doing alot of thinking and have gotten alot of lectures about my life and how i choose to live it. everyone makes mistakes and those of you who dont then you are lying through your teeth. mistakes are a part of life. and you also have to deal w\the consequences from those things. i have learned this first hand and am going to do the right thing. yes it is gonna be a long hard journey. i know some of you have things that you want to say to me but somehow cant muster up the balls to confront me and that is fine with me bc i am not worring bout other peoples approval. i already have the approval i need from the most improtant person in my life. stupid and ignorant some of you may say but what can i do about it now? the deed is done and over with and the future has been changed. who knows this may be the one thing that saves me from the road that i was going down. yes i am excited and yes i know that it is going to be a long process. BRING IT ON I SAY!
i love you all and i eah i have been avoidng some of you and not letting you in but hey all i can say is that i a sorry. i am a little scared of the future and dont know what it completely has in store for me but i know one thing i will never be alone. i guess i will catch up with you guys later.
have fun and be careful. choa!