After a year and a half. I'm back!
So. I've done a lot of thinking over the past half month and came to realize this: that opposites may attract, but likes stay together. No matter how much you care and love someone, if you are too different it just won't work. With that said, Donnell and I split up. I tried to make nice with Keith who basically told me to go fuck myself. Understandable, I just kinda ignored him the whole time I was with Donnell. It was dumb of me to let Donnell tell me I couldn't go see him. I'm more upset that I lost one of my best friends, the one I use to tell everything to. I kinda feel like Keith dumped me; yet we were never together. I miss him, a lot. But it's all my fault.