Hmm

[scottchambers82]

Why is it that when everything seems so good, it's not? Why must shit hit the fan. Why does things have to suck for me. I have never cared for someone so much. I really love her. But I just dont think the feelings are the same. I would have done anything for her. Thats how much I care. It seems like nice guys ALWAYS finish last. Maybe I should just start being an asshole who is only out for sex. I will never get attached so soon again. I dont see it that I have wasted six months because not a day of it was a waste. I really care for her and I always will. I hope she knows that I will always care for her and will be a friend that she can call on at any time.

I am depressed.
Later,
Scott