Feb 10, 2004 21:11
Yeah, today sucked all around. I had by best day in radio sales ever! I should be happy but I am not. I got chewed out by a red headed psycho from Dekalb Country, AL. Like she knows shit about radio. I can not wait till she quits! So I had an ok day at work. But she acted like an ass and I had done nothing wrong. I started having chest pains and got all stressed out.
Then tonight the shit really hit the fan. All I am going to say is I don’t get it. I just don’t fucking get it. How did I get caught up in the middle of this. Hey, that’s not my fault someone feels that way. The feelings are not the same. I was so hoping this would work out. But right now it seems as clear as mud. Maybe tomorrow will bring a happier day and much joy. So I guess Saturday night is off. What is wrong with me, am I just a bad person?
I just want to be everyone’s friend and not hurt feelings. I cant help it if they get hurt in this care. That should honestly not stand in the way. Things will get better. I just think my life sucks right now. Advice Anyone??????? I am just going to take a long hot shower and then lay in bed and listen to music and try to clear my mind. My life is just so WEIRD!
Later,
Scott...........out