a little rant...that won't mean anything in a couple days
so cold so awfully cold...and fed up and tired and just frustrated with feeling, and being and everything with life...i'm dissapointed with friends, no one is who i thought they were...i'm tired of family and childeren trying to be grown up...i don't want to be jealous anymore...i just want it all to end and i am too scared to just come out and do it so i push and shove and try to make it happen...my cousin is an idiot she had a kid when she wasn't ready with a guy who wasn't ready and now for the time being she is a single mom...lets see how long this will last or that it will be a make-up break up crap...i'm just so tired...and angry and cold