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And now I am posting from the alternate reality that is Scotland. People, I am now officially back in the British deep south. Hope the presence of too many close-minded, small-town bigoted twats won't stall my development into malehood. Nah its not that bad really, just small-town mentality I guess. Will be better if I move into Glasgow in the summer. So if anyone needs a flatmate next summer, I will most likely be interested :)
So, this whole break-up with Em may actually turn out to have been a good thing after all. I mean, the first night I got here me and mum actually chatted for ages about my relationship etc. She was actually talking to me about my relationship face to face! And she seems to be doing ok with whole gender stuff too, even making a joke about it. I think just now I really do need a rebound though. Unfortunately, I feel like I'd be cheating going to a gay bar or something (even though my friend is totally up for it). I dunno why but I feel like it would be pretty harsh to have a girl believing she was with another girl, and not someone who would soon be a boy. At least with Em she knew what I was. Which leads me to the conclusion that bisexual girls are the most excellent people ever :) Anyhoo thats enough ranting, but damn girls are awesome. OK I'm done,
Ste
So, this whole break-up with Em may actually turn out to have been a good thing after all. I mean, the first night I got here me and mum actually chatted for ages about my relationship etc. She was actually talking to me about my relationship face to face! And she seems to be doing ok with whole gender stuff too, even making a joke about it. I think just now I really do need a rebound though. Unfortunately, I feel like I'd be cheating going to a gay bar or something (even though my friend is totally up for it). I dunno why but I feel like it would be pretty harsh to have a girl believing she was with another girl, and not someone who would soon be a boy. At least with Em she knew what I was. Which leads me to the conclusion that bisexual girls are the most excellent people ever :) Anyhoo thats enough ranting, but damn girls are awesome. OK I'm done,
Ste