I want to be that girl....

[scotishdncr]

I want to be the girl all the guys dream about.
i want to be the girl that when the guys see her on the street they immediately know that she's the one.
I want to be the girl thats beautiful.
I want to be that girl.
I want to be the "it" girl.
I want to be happy.
I want to not feel anything anymore.
I want to have a guy want me.
I want to have him love me.
I want to not love him back.
I want to be numb.
I want to not hurt.
I want to not think about him.
I want to
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I want to forget
I want to
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I want to find the words
I want to leave it all behind.
I want to be forgotten.
I want to give up.
I want to stay in bed all day and cry.
I want to drown in a pool of my own tears.
I want to move on.
I want to give up.
I want to be alone.
I want to be found.
I want to be lost.
I want to
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I want to be that girl.
I want to talk to someone.
I want to hug my Mom.
I want to go home.
I want to move far away.
I want to never come back.
I want to be alone in a crowded room.
I want to be appreciated.
I want to be listened to.
I want to be told that i'm going to be alright.
I want to scream.
I want to cry.
I want to sleep.
I want to be alright.
I want to know that I am loved.
I want to know that love hasnt given up on me.
I want to give up on love.
I want to be alone in a crowded room.
I want to have him feel my pain.
I want to be isolated.
I want to live.
I want to die.
I want to fly away and never come home.
I want to
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