Mar 22, 2006 21:58
I swear to gosh...this shit, is way totally rediculous...
"Hey, It seem's like you matter to alot of people and i think you are a great big cutie. Here's my email -------@---.--- you can come and talk to me if you want, but all i want you to do is see me naked and love me for it. Your pictures are great, one of them made me --- so much when i fingered myself while looking at it. I don't know you at all, but i want to really bad, so please reply and make me happy and do me a favor, don't ever cut your hair. It's so sexy and it turns me on.
Love,
Melissa88"
So, i joined this site, just for the hell of it...called Tagworld.com...and all i ever fucking get, are girls, wanting me to see them naked or girls who say they want to do nasty shit to me. They always want me to, i dont know...it just weirds me out...On myspace, i get girls all the time that think im hot or cute or sexy or what the fuck ever...one of them, sent me like 20 messages over night, there were 2 of them, friends, so, they both sent me messages overnight, like 20 some a piece, and all of them, were sex notes about how they wanted to put my ..... in their .....'s and ......'s and what not...one of them, even added me on messenger and constantly, is trying to talk me out in to breaking up with Makayla to have sex with her...It's sorta weird when you the first of 20 messages, the title, is HI and the first line is..."You don't know how awsome it would feel to have you in me"...that's just creepy...and i know that Makayla doesn't like me talking about this stuff, but oh well, it bothers me...
Since when is Justin Elliott a guy that girls want to do this stuff with ?
It's insane how many pictures of titties i get sent to me or how many girls send me pictures of their...HMM HMM and say, i took this for you...cause i stared at your pictures all night and i got off on the one of you pointing at me cause i could see your bulge...For one, i didn't realize you could see my penile instrument in that pic, but i guess you could...lol...so i took it off my page so they couldn't use it inappropriately...lol...The point is...Im pretty weirded and creeped the fuck out when girls i've never met send me naked pics of themselves or send me sex notes or send me stories of how they pleasured themselves thinking of me.But i guess that's the internet for ya, everyone is running around all horny and shit all the time, wanting to have virtual sex all the time...Sometimes, im afraid that one of them is gonna find me, cause that girl that tries to talk me out into leaving Makayla, she lives in another county close to here and she says she's seen me out before and thought i was awsome looking...like, yeah, im awsome looking...lol...but she asked where i lived and i was like...past the fair grounds on sunset and she's like...i totally go there all the time, so, yeah, im afraid that one of these days, she's gonna bust in and rape me in the ass with a fake weenie or something...
It's just not cool at all.
Well, on a lighter not of things...Im totally in the drawing mood tonight...i've been doodling all fucking day and i finally got my hand to stop shaking...cause like when, i don't draw for a while or whatever, my hand is really uneasy, it shakes alot...and the only way i can stop it is, to write alot or draw...and i have nothing to write really...but yeah, i think im gonna get alot of shit done tonight as far as art for the bands that asked it of me.
And, this weekend, saturday, im totally gonna go practice with MSR and see if they are gonna let me in the band, i think they will cause they asked me, not the other way around, so obviously, if they didn't want me in the band, they wouldn't have asked me...lol...Everyone is telling me they are so proud of me, like it's a major thing for everyone, i mean, it's major for me, but i had no idea so many people were rooting for me when it came to success...but it makes me feel better about everything, cause apparently i have lots of people behind me when i go to do stuff, lots of support...and that's great for the Justin...he feels loved...
I know who should feel loved...that Jessica Lindsey girl...I love her so freakin much...She's so freakin great...for such a little lady, she takes up alot of my heart...and it's all hers to keep...and i mean it....it's no one elses, it's hers forever.
Love
Justin