May 04, 2005 14:50
ssssoooo, not much to say, been busy sorta. get to be even more busy. was told by someone i thought was a friend that they'd help me committ suicide. that was fun. i'm seriously wondering if it'd be worth it just to have the alst word and leave a suicide note blaming all guilt on that person. over dramatic i know, but hey, c'mon, i have an unquenchable thirst for revenge.
it's funny, i've seen christina more in the past 2 days than i have all semester. it's weird, but kinda funny. we came up with a theory on college and high school. your freshman years you work hard b/c it's a new envoirnment and everything, sophmore year you're kinda in a funk and are like "i don't wanna do this anymore" and slack off. then when junior and senior years roll around you get back into the swing of things and realize, damnit, you gotta work hard and make up for sophmore year, lol. and i's true, if any of you (who go to school) think about it, you do, sophmore year is your, as christina put it, "mid-school crisis" where you're like "fuck it all!" and i thought that was amusing.
my movie came out on dvd n i didn't know (Phantom of the Opera). i want now. badly, lol. and i must remember when i get home to order my conatcs, i must i must i must. if all works out they should be here by next week and then all will be well.
i had another theory goin i just don't remember what it was. granted, a good part of it prolly had something to do with AOL being run by a bunch of fuckers but ah well.
had a strange dream last night, involved an alien and stiletto shoes, just don't remember what about them. tho the alien was cool, he looked human and everything, i think he was from pluto, i don't remember. rather good looking as well.
so, erm, yes, fighting with my boss, AGAIN. tho it's a one sided fight cuz she doens't know i'm fighting with her, so it's kinda weird in that sense.
matt's blaming me for getting him sick, it's not my fault damnit, he didn't have to stay with me, but he felt he had to for some reason. i swear, in that sense i kinda hate being a girl but i don't at the same time. and jimmy's been trying to knock some sense into me about something everytime i talk to him, it's kinda working. he's great fun to talk to when you need somene to just listen, him and garianne, they hear you out and usually rant with you, hehe, i have partners in my homocide misson. garianne usually encourages me to kill whoever i'm pissed off with, too bad i never would, it would solve SO many problems i'm tellin ya. but um, yea, i have things to say but not really in he mood to type em, lol, so i'm gonna go cuz i'm still on a search for those damn song lyrics, SPEAKING OF WHICH, 10 points and a cookie to whoever can tell me the name of the band OR song the subject line is from, and 10 more points if you can figure out why i put them there :) wrong answers get coal and negative points which are NO GOOD. ::big smile::
::HINT: the same band does the lyrics i left at the bottom, possibly the same song, who knows *wink wink* ::
Danni
"So wear me like a locket around your throat, I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke, you look so good in blue"