his smile's your rope so wrap it tight around your throat
the subject line is a quote from Fall Out Boy, don't remember the name of the song but i bought the album on sunday and it's awesome, they're such a great band. so can't wait to see them live :)
saw christina monday afternoon. wasn't too social which i kinda feel bad about but i was tired and distracted, lol. not a good combo, lol.
talked to lauren for a bit last night which was cool. we've been talking a bit more lately which is great.
what did i do last night? i believe me and candi just went out for dinner and then sat in barnes and nobels.
but um yea, saw al yesterday. i had gone to the mall early, tried to see if i could get russ to meet me there so i would have someone to keep me company and we could catch up but that fell through. but uh i had gotten there early so i could apply for jobs and i applied at hallmark and they already called back making an interview apointment for tomorrow at anytime after 5:30 so that shall be fun. al said i should've gone somewhere else for a job b/c the jobs at the mall suck unless they pay with commission (he works at the AT&T/Cingular booth at the mall) but i don't really care as long as it's money. it's a step away from depending on my parents for everything which is what i want, lol. it's no where near as far away from being dependant on them as i want but now i don't have to depend on them for money every weekend.
gotta put money aside for the third and fourth tattoos(i want the next two within the year, the third is just gotta be a little itty bitty heart smaller than a dime on my hip), for all 3 concerts, money for trains to the matchbook romance conert and possibly Warped Tour, depends on where Warped Tour is. then somehow i gotta put money in the bank and try and at least start to save up for a car and an apartment. the apartment won't happen for a few years but hey, it's a start right? i figure once i have a good amount in the bank just for the apartment alone, me and candi should go looking and see if we can find a cheap apartment either for the two of us or one where the bedrooms are big enough for 4 people to share 2 rooms comfortably and get 2 roomates to share the expenses. then about a year before we move in or so we start buying random ass stuff for the apartment and just keep it at one or both of our houses in boxes, crap like silverware and plates and what not. so yea, it's scary that i actually have some form of a plan, i never do. sean said it best when he said that my and candi's way of thinking is "first step, decide to drink. second step, get alcohol. third step, well, there is no third step, they usually don't get that far". lol, it's sad but true, but i'm trying to be an adult ::nods head:: trying being the key word there.
but uh yea, so that is all for now. gonna go going with candi to baby doctor, yupyup, byebyes lol
Danni
saw christina monday afternoon. wasn't too social which i kinda feel bad about but i was tired and distracted, lol. not a good combo, lol.
talked to lauren for a bit last night which was cool. we've been talking a bit more lately which is great.
what did i do last night? i believe me and candi just went out for dinner and then sat in barnes and nobels.
but um yea, saw al yesterday. i had gone to the mall early, tried to see if i could get russ to meet me there so i would have someone to keep me company and we could catch up but that fell through. but uh i had gotten there early so i could apply for jobs and i applied at hallmark and they already called back making an interview apointment for tomorrow at anytime after 5:30 so that shall be fun. al said i should've gone somewhere else for a job b/c the jobs at the mall suck unless they pay with commission (he works at the AT&T/Cingular booth at the mall) but i don't really care as long as it's money. it's a step away from depending on my parents for everything which is what i want, lol. it's no where near as far away from being dependant on them as i want but now i don't have to depend on them for money every weekend.
gotta put money aside for the third and fourth tattoos(i want the next two within the year, the third is just gotta be a little itty bitty heart smaller than a dime on my hip), for all 3 concerts, money for trains to the matchbook romance conert and possibly Warped Tour, depends on where Warped Tour is. then somehow i gotta put money in the bank and try and at least start to save up for a car and an apartment. the apartment won't happen for a few years but hey, it's a start right? i figure once i have a good amount in the bank just for the apartment alone, me and candi should go looking and see if we can find a cheap apartment either for the two of us or one where the bedrooms are big enough for 4 people to share 2 rooms comfortably and get 2 roomates to share the expenses. then about a year before we move in or so we start buying random ass stuff for the apartment and just keep it at one or both of our houses in boxes, crap like silverware and plates and what not. so yea, it's scary that i actually have some form of a plan, i never do. sean said it best when he said that my and candi's way of thinking is "first step, decide to drink. second step, get alcohol. third step, well, there is no third step, they usually don't get that far". lol, it's sad but true, but i'm trying to be an adult ::nods head:: trying being the key word there.
but uh yea, so that is all for now. gonna go going with candi to baby doctor, yupyup, byebyes lol
Danni