Sorry - I know its been a bit....
hey everyone
sorry i haven't posted in a lil while-
i ended up starting my job last wednesday not yesterday, and so have had even less time online then i thought i would be having latly.
I apologize for not being highly active to people whose communities i'm in as well- i'll be on at least once a wk and will do my best to be as active as i can. (so please don't boot me for not always being around.)
I was happy to have to great quality time with my bf this wkend- but sadly i didn't have much of it.
and on sat nite when we went *sigh* to meet his friends the THREE gfs that were going to meet me there - didn't show. One had an excuse her car was acting up- so ok, i was upset but understood- i've been there.
But one had last minute plans she decided to make with her roomate and the other just didn't come- even though her bf was there- and i still haven't heard from her. :P *arg* so i was frustrated- i did briefly get to meet my friend eric's gf Kristen who seems really nice and *yeah* also loves romance novels. I was like- omg this is great. So until this creapy random guy came along and kept interupting me until i was no longer saying anything broke up out convo we had a nice talk. we exchanged emails and so i plan to email her tomorrow morn'n :)
*hM* well yeah- sunday josh had me over of course but also his friends again and they watched the wrestling ppv *woo lol* i only can enjoy watching it for its soap opera like qualities, as theres blood and what not in it. *ackness* but it was ok i guess- my friend beth (the one whose car had been messed up the day before) came too- i'm just wondering if his house is so much closer or suddenly her car was so much better that she felt okay to come.
(I hate it- but because People break plans with me too often for my liking I feel not only jipped but also ignored and blown off. I sometimes worry that people are just pretending to like me and on ocassion it takes a lot for me to believe otherwise.- not something i'm happy with- but the way it is.)
neways- i guess i'll write more tomorrow- i also have another poem too
hugs to my friends :)
jen*MOO*