life keeps repeating
everything is darker, everyone seems shallow. nothing seems the way it really is. i don't know how to answer their questions, i don't know what to say. it feels like everyone's helpless and looking to others for answers. i want to overcome this on my own, i need to prove to myself that i can be as independent as i want to be, i don't need others to guide me through everything. don't talk to me about this, or anything else. i hate that. you can't read one entry and get the whole story, not every word that i'm thinking of right now will describe the exact feelings i'm having right now.
confusion. anger. hate. love. sadness. passion. boredom. empty. numb.
they're only few examples of the mixture i'm being turned into. it'll pass soon. it'll be okay.
what you said meant a lot to me. i cried. i honestly cried. there are some things in life that make you so incredibly touched and happy, that tears are the only way to react to it. i do actually think the same way you do about a lot of things, especially this. in another life, maybe. who knows? you're right about one thing, this isn't the time or place. i don't know when or where it will be okay...but if you really think that it will be one day, then i do too.
confusion. anger. hate. love. sadness. passion. boredom. empty. numb.
they're only few examples of the mixture i'm being turned into. it'll pass soon. it'll be okay.
what you said meant a lot to me. i cried. i honestly cried. there are some things in life that make you so incredibly touched and happy, that tears are the only way to react to it. i do actually think the same way you do about a lot of things, especially this. in another life, maybe. who knows? you're right about one thing, this isn't the time or place. i don't know when or where it will be okay...but if you really think that it will be one day, then i do too.