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i really sick of being single. i mean ive never actually technically had a girl friend. as weird as that is its true. even at my age. ive come close a couple times but then shit happens and yeah. it really needs to change cause im losing hope. i start talking to a girl and then ask them to hang out and they say yeah i would love to but then never make time. i dont know what it is. i know that im not the most attractive guy. im not musically inclined, i wear glasses and i just think that what every girl sees. a big tall lanky dork. i dont dress scene. i dress with whatever i want. if it fits and is comfortable then i wear it and i dont care. im not going to dress like everyone else does. i never had. im not an asshole like basically every other guy in this world but no one ever believes that or gives me a chance to prove it. im a dieing breed. i just want someone to be with. someone to cuddle with. someone to kiss. someone to think about all day and to know that they are thinking about me. someone to call at night. someone to talk about things with. someone who truly cares about me. just someone to be there. tall or short. im kinda partial to tall since im so damn tall. so someone tall would be nice so i dont have to bend down as far. i dont know. ive never really been that good at asking girls out. i never know what to say or how to say it or if i should even say it cause i dont know if they like me back. i just suck in all aspects of everything. i have so much other things i cant think of right now cause i forgot them throught the course of the day. not like anyone reads this thing or cares at all but of well. goodnight