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So I lied and totally and utterly got caught. I don't suggest it ever and if you are going to DON'T GET CAUGHT. my boyfriend was the one and he was mad. Then he forgave me but now he does this thing were sometimes he is really distant like last night when we went to sleep and sometimes he is really into being with me like before(earlier that day around 3 when we were having sex). Last couple of mornings I have had to lean down in the car just to get a kiss from him. this morning he gave one to me before leaving. I think that he is just so frustrated out and worried about so much that he can't take it. he said that this morning that he feels there is just to much to deal with and he had hoped alot of the shit that we are going through would have been over by now. I said I understood because I do and I respect that he is stressed but he forgets that I have a shit load of stress to. as it is I have court on thursday and if they try to pospone it again I am going to grab the bailiffs gun and point it at the judge and say you will have this trial because my daughter has been going through hell...JUST KIDDING(about the gun part)anyone that knows me knows that I don't have that in me. though with everything that has happened in the last year I don't know why? His newphew just got home from jail and has to registar as a sex offender. he mom is so in the dark about the kind of person he is. she was saying to mike and I that :"oh robert doesn't drink heavily anymore, he hasn't for 7 years. he just has a beer with dinner and that is it, he is such a good boy". ok I have not been dating mike for 7 years only a year and a half and we say robert at the bar all the freaking time. he drinks like a fish and he is always saying things that are damn inappropriate. he hit on me once while all of us were at the bar and he was like well I know that uncle mike would share...I was like EWWWWWW!!!!!! the is not even attractive in any sense. oh well i am just rambling about all my crap...