jerks
I just wanted to feel like i was wanted tonight but i can't even get that. his brother did something to a friend of the family and that guy shows up and mike just has to sit there and talk to him outside. i just feel so unwanted lately. i just am good for cooking and rubbing his feet. i am tired of being put on the back burner for everyone else. lately i feel like nobody wants me at all. am I so bad that no one wants to spend anytime with me. i need attention like everyone else and he gives his attention to everyone else but me lately. I am just totally tired of being ignored and hurt. I can't take anymore for anyone. i am so scared to lose melissa and this extra stress is killing me.