But I don't want to be alone anymore
How do you convince someone who's probably out of your league that you are good enough for them? How do you take flirting to the next level without making an ass of yourself if rejected? How do you really know if someone is just playing around or if they really like you? It used to be clearer but then I got a boyfriend and kept him for a long time and forgot what it was like to try to be with someone new. I have tried to date people over the past couple of years but it just doesn't work. Why not? Is it them or me? I am usually the one to say its not going to work after just a couple weeks, but is that because there is something truly undatable about them or because I don't think that I am datable. Oh god, I just want to find someone to be in love with forever so I can quit this fucking game.