been a while
Well I read journals on here and I never write so I think I need to start , maybe this is a place for me to vent how i feel and Nicole doesn't read this ever. If you don't already know, Nicole (wife) is moving out on her own this month. Shes been fighting for a separation for about a year now off and on. sometimes I feel like a yoyo. I get pushed and then pulled back to her I hate that and that's not a way for anyone to live but its just so hard when you put my wonderful son in the middle of it. that's what I hate is that he has to goto daddys house or mommy's house. it should be one house, but life has showed me that nothing is ever the way it should be, life seems to spin me around and around and when I think its great I spin again..well enough of that I'm flying with my sister to TN tomorrow to see our grandparents for a few days, that should be fun maybe a time to get to know my sister a lil better and also see my grandparents and ride in the truck that my grandpa owns that was on the cover of dolly partens latest cd..pretty cool ..dolly and him are friends ..idk whatever...well my son is crying this is all for now..but a start. anyone on here feel free to write on here if ya want.