Life as of April 23rd.
I'm in treatment again. Have been for a month. Checked myself in this time vs. making some sort of shit-show and landing myself somewhere.
Its a very nice place but this is the hardest time I've had trying to recover ever EVER. Probably because I'm older and a different person than I was when I was 15. Or 17. Or even 19......
Countryside couldn't hold my job open for the length of time I'll be here [been here a month to the day so far...who knows how longer I'll be], so they canned me for the time being.
Like I said, this is very hard. I let myself unravel until I was barely hanging on by a thread right before everyone's eyes, including my own.
I haven't died yet, so part of me knows that I have the stuff in me to kick this bitch of a disorder.
Once and for all, hopefully.
Its a very nice place but this is the hardest time I've had trying to recover ever EVER. Probably because I'm older and a different person than I was when I was 15. Or 17. Or even 19......
Countryside couldn't hold my job open for the length of time I'll be here [been here a month to the day so far...who knows how longer I'll be], so they canned me for the time being.
Like I said, this is very hard. I let myself unravel until I was barely hanging on by a thread right before everyone's eyes, including my own.
I haven't died yet, so part of me knows that I have the stuff in me to kick this bitch of a disorder.
Once and for all, hopefully.