A Real Post!! (and a rant)
Why is it whenever I try to make plans it always seems to blow up in my face? The situation: Daniel and I are planning on going to Sylva, NC on the 1st of July but there are some slight problems. 1) We don't really have a place to stay. We have a tent and I yard to put the tent in but know bathroom or showers. 2) I know what you are thinking, get a motel/hotel. Well we can't do that because we don't really have the money to rent a room they are expensive.
I have been crying all morning because it looks like our trip is not going to be the wonderful relaxing time that I thought it was going to be. I really need a vacation and going to the mountains is one of the few things that calm me down and helps be rejuvenate my mind, body, and sould. I have got to get out of Starkville; Hell! MS in general.
It is times like this that I wonder why I even bother. I just want our trip to go smoothly. However, if we don't figure things out in the next two days I doubt if a trip will even be possible. This last month has seemed like every little thing that could go wrong has (which I won't go into). Really it is just little bitty things that are just little thorns in your side that hinder you just enough to be irritating.
I think I need to go and meditate again. Right now meditation, reiki, and a little magic is all that is saving my sanity. I pray to the Gods that things will all work out.
I have been crying all morning because it looks like our trip is not going to be the wonderful relaxing time that I thought it was going to be. I really need a vacation and going to the mountains is one of the few things that calm me down and helps be rejuvenate my mind, body, and sould. I have got to get out of Starkville; Hell! MS in general.
It is times like this that I wonder why I even bother. I just want our trip to go smoothly. However, if we don't figure things out in the next two days I doubt if a trip will even be possible. This last month has seemed like every little thing that could go wrong has (which I won't go into). Really it is just little bitty things that are just little thorns in your side that hinder you just enough to be irritating.
I think I need to go and meditate again. Right now meditation, reiki, and a little magic is all that is saving my sanity. I pray to the Gods that things will all work out.