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ok well as you can tell i havent killed myself yet....
but i am pretty damn close... cause who i thought was a friend has pissed me off grand royal... and now i wish she would fuckin die... and now she has helped me make up my mind 100% that there is nothin left in this world to live for... when you think you have a good friend.... and you are at your worst.. you can always count on them to put you lower... at first i was just sad but now i am mad and sad... at first i cried cause we were in a fight... but you know what.... this is exactly what i just fuckin wrote earlier.... i can never trust any of my friends... and i was right... in the near future i will wake up with no friends... it looks like tomorrow... so tell me why the fuck should i even wake up tomorrow?? why the hell shouldnt i kill myself tonight??? i have no friends that i care for and care for me... i have no family that cares for me... so why the fuck shouldnt i just kill myself tonight??? just when you think you have a friend that you can trust on... she goes and blows up when you just asked one mother fuckin question!!! you know what FUCK YOU JAMIE!!!! I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ANY MORE!! I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT YOU AND EVERY THING THAT YOU CARE FOR!!! SOO FUCK YOU!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!
but i am pretty damn close... cause who i thought was a friend has pissed me off grand royal... and now i wish she would fuckin die... and now she has helped me make up my mind 100% that there is nothin left in this world to live for... when you think you have a good friend.... and you are at your worst.. you can always count on them to put you lower... at first i was just sad but now i am mad and sad... at first i cried cause we were in a fight... but you know what.... this is exactly what i just fuckin wrote earlier.... i can never trust any of my friends... and i was right... in the near future i will wake up with no friends... it looks like tomorrow... so tell me why the fuck should i even wake up tomorrow?? why the hell shouldnt i kill myself tonight??? i have no friends that i care for and care for me... i have no family that cares for me... so why the fuck shouldnt i just kill myself tonight??? just when you think you have a friend that you can trust on... she goes and blows up when you just asked one mother fuckin question!!! you know what FUCK YOU JAMIE!!!! I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU ANY MORE!! I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT YOU AND EVERY THING THAT YOU CARE FOR!!! SOO FUCK YOU!! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!!!!!