Oct 03, 2006 02:40
Haya for really awful wine... it's the only thing I had.
If you could get me some good rum or something like it for my birthday that I could keep in my room that would be all sorts of awesome. I need it when I get like this.
I did nothing all day and I'm not proud of it. I did however sit and eat and play video games. It wasn't untill I was talking to steven and he said that if I was feeling sick of sitting around I sould go jogging. Now the Idea of that just makes my head hurt and my mind start the beatings. I found myself thinking, like brfore that I wanted to take a break from everything and be something someone new... that's when I saw the rest of the little bottle of wine my mom let me have. Down it went... in one chug. It hit me just enough to get that break feeling... but not enough to last. I need something stronger/more of it to get the that happy place :P. YAY for not thinking too hard.