Survey thing
Bah... I can't get notes to work so I'll just post this here until I can find out how to put it on my own facebook.
Are you ready for some questions that you barely find in other surveys?
Helz yeah!!
You're locked in a closet with the person you last kissed, any problems?
Not that I can think of, though we would most likely put our minds together and find a way out.
Are you currently reading a book?
Princeps Fury of The Codex Alera. Great book series by a fantastic Author, Jim Butcher, Though I would tell you to pick up his other work The Dresden Files. OMG SO GOOD!!
What is your current annoyance?
The battle between my head and my heart. I wish that they would come to a compromise and stop being stuck on two completely different and incompatible options.
What was the last beverage you had?
Some organic lemonade at the Celtic Fair
Are you someone who worries too often?
I worry about bunches of things, I was raised with the phrase “ prepare for the worst get the best” which I translated in myself as “ make sure you think of everything that could go wrong and then nothing will.” So I end up spending a lot of my time thinking and focusing on things that could go wrong and not nearly enough on what is going right. But I’ve been working on fixing that kind of thinking and I’m feeling good about the progress.
Would you ever take someone back after they cheated on you?
The heart can accept some really not cool things. I used to be dead set on my answer to this question: I could never take back someone who hurt me so deeply. But as I age and grow I find that my heart can be a bit more forgiving then I give it credit for. That or I’m finding that love can make any situation or decision seem right or wrong depending. Love can make everything messy.
Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
With the friends that I held closest in high school there were many people that they didn’t like but who I found very rewarding friendships with. In the end I’m still really good friends with those people while I have parted ways with those who judged.
What did you do last night?
I attended the Grass Valley Celtic Fair and had lots of fun catching up with people from my past and present, lots of good music, food, and some alright beer. Then I picked up Steven and we watches House till 3am. Good times!
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I guess I could, all my parts are covered, but I would end up looking like the weird people you see all over Grass Valley, with just a t-shirt and leggings on. So could I go outside? Say like my house caught on fire and I had to get out, yes I could walk around without scaring people. Will I go out in what I’m wearing? Nah, I’ll just throw some pants on.
Do you remember your dreams?
I love my dreams, they are always so in depth and fun…. Until they aren’t, anyways. Let’s just say that if I actually started keeping a dream journal I would have to spend many, many hours a day writing them all down.
Does anyone think you are a bitch?
I have a very strong personality when I want to show it and I guess that can be taken as bitchy. But I usually try to be kind and loving whenever I can, so I can only hope that most people don’t think I’m a bitch.
Did you wake up before 8am this morning?
Yes, for a little while, just long enough to let the sweet smell of fresh rain fill my nose. I love rain, especially the first true rain of fall. It’s always a sign of things changing and the claming of plants and animals for winter’s sleep.
Do you wear eyeliner?
Sometimes, when I wear makeup it’s usually that and some eye shadow. I never got the hang of putting all the other stuff on, but I think it looks better having some natural beauty shine through.
Did you speak to your father today?
Actually just a bit, less then I usually do. We are both big nerds and have so many things to talk about. It also helps that I got him addicted to the book series I’m currently obsessed with and with a compilation of short stories coming out at the end of the month it’s been on our minds a lot. :P
Do you miss your past?
I miss the past that is in my memories, the fun childhood where scraping your knee was the most traumatic thing you encountered that day, where making friends was as easy as who shared a favorite color, where recess seemed endless and imaginations ran vividly wild. But I know if I went back and saw those days for what they really were it would tarnish them, it’s better to leave those memories little pieces of paradise.
Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
For my Saturday morning mural class, yes. Usually I’m good about going to class unless I’m sick.
Do you get mad easily?
I get frustrated often, which could come off as being mad. You know lots of harsh words at nothing in particular; it’s all a process for working out how I can get around the frustration. But it’s rather rare to get me really, truly mad.
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yes, but I don’t partake. Don’t really want to.
What was your last bruise from?
Hmm, my last bruise, I think it was from a box/cart/table at work, but I couldn’t tell you any specifics.
Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
Naturally, that is on everyone’s mind at least sometime in their lives. It used to be a terrible problem I had; nothing was good enough, ever, period. But I’ve gotten amazingly better to myself. It’s alright, nothing is perfect. After all if everything was perfect we would have nothing to learn and that’s part of the fun in life.
What color is your hair?
It’s Brown. I started out, I guess, a mousy brown, did red for a little while then to copper. I tried black for a very short time, but I realized I’m mush too bright a person to be able to pull that off. I went back to red then to red brown and then back to just brown, but this time I have a little streak of green on my right side. ^_^ Y’know, to mix things up a bit.
Do you judge people you don't know?
I don’t really judge them or at least I do my best not to, there of course things I see and comprehend, but I’m hopeful when I meet people so they usually get whatever benefit of the doubt.
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
Haha, no, I was usually the one doing asking. That is when I actually built up enough nerve, fought myself for hours, dramatized it, analyzed it and then finally when I couldn’t take the “what ifs” and “why nots” anymore I would do the deed. I then picked up the pieces and moved on, there isn’t much else you can do in those situations.
Do any of your friends have a tongue ring?
Yes.
Do any of your friends have a nose ring?
Yeah, we live in the… what is it called now.... 2000s I guess. Everyone is free to do whatever they wish with their bodies :P.
How much money did you spend today?
I don’t normally spend this much but it was the Celtic fair and littered with all sorts of goodies. I think I spent a total, with getting Steven into the fair, $120 maybe.
What will you be doing tomorrow?
Work, then driving an hour, then school, then eating something at some point, then driving an hour again, and getting home and then honestly thinking about moving to Rocklin to avoid all the driving. :P
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
I think my pipes are busted cause I leek from my face all the time. I’ve always been really self conscious about my crying and how easily it happens. Too much emotion. I tried to stop feeling once, I didn’t like it, too empty. So now I live with my emotions however rampant and unruly they are. So to answer that question, yes, I’m sure at one point in my life I did.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Cody: lol I lived in a town called "grass valley" lol
Me: I still live in Grass valley lol. I’ve actually herd that Humboldt calls us “little brother”
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I haven’t actually kissed a lot of people, so I don’t actually think I have.
What's something you really want right now?
Cody: Love
Me: I right there with you man, but more so all I really want is happiness.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
I used this new shampoo and conditioner and it made my hair oh so silky soft.
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
Dude my bed is made of win and magic (tempurpedic beds are the best!) . I always invite people to sleep in my bed, unless there is no room.
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Nope, and I did a little online search thing to see if there is anyone with the same name and I don’t think it actually found anyone.
Last person you talked on the phone with?
My friend Aaron, and in the middle of talking to him a guy dressed as a pirate doing a reenactment thing grabbed it and told Aaron “ She has been captured and if you ever want to see her sober again you’ll deliver 20 cases of rum to the ship tonight” there was much laughing.
Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
The stupid people who didn’t get the meat pie cart to attend the Celtic Fair this weekend. But other then that little miff I was in pretty good spirits today.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
Enjoyed the fresh air of a rainstorm. The first active thing I did was put my contacts in, y’know cause it’s a good ideal to have sight.
What are you looking forward to right now?
I have a trip to reno planed for later in the month, that should be awesome and full of good booze with great friends. Plus I got a room with a spa :D.
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
I sometimes think of this question and there are many things that I would like to change about how my life went. But how it’s ended up I wouldn’t want to change.
Have you ever done anything illegal?
Sure I have.
Where will you be 5 hours from now?
Sleeping or at least I’m hoping to be sleeping. I have a large amount of things to do tomorrow and in five hours it will be 4am a good time to be fast asleep.
Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back?
Yeah, but I don’t care about it.
Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
Nope, but those kinds of days are becoming normal. Transitioning out of a 4 year relationship is rather difficult at times.
Have you ever ran away?
I planed with my brother when I was super young a run away strategy, my parents found it and got really, really mad. So from my parents, nope never. From life, there was a short time in high school where I used sleep as an escape so I kinda ran away from life that way I guess. I usually don’t run way, I walk away all dramatic and like a bad-ass.
Truth or dare always turns sexual, doesn't it?
I didn’t play a lot of truth or dare, I didn’t really have anything to tell the truth about cause I was pretty open about everything and I would do anything anyone dared me to do.
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
Right now, maybe not it’s kinda late, But if it was a hot sexy man that wanted me, sure ^_^ why the heck not.
What is something you realized today?
I’ve grown a lot, I’ve gained so much strength to walk the path of life. I’m willing to handle anything that comes my way. I have to keep putting one foot ahead of the other for myself. I really don’t know where I’ll be in a year, or two years, or 6 months. But I know that I will be moving, learning, growing, changing, and I’m alright with that. Life is a journey, and sometimes it gets bad, but those moments make the good ones wonderful and uplifting. Like faceted gems, the rough and gritty grinder stone refines them, makes them shine.
Do you like being single?
I hate the feeling of not being connected with someone. I’m not sure I totally understand why it hurts so much at times. I know in truth I’m connected to everyone in my life, but there is something more, something stronger, deeper. But let me adjust to life without a love and I’ll see how I feel. Cuts are much too fresh and stabs are still being picked at for me to look at this new stage of life without the pain.
Do you want any children?
One day, maybe. All I’m sure about is that I’m in no place in my life to be able to take care of a child. One day I would love to have a son. I know it doesn't really work like that but I can't dream right? ^_^
What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
Random phone napping from the pirate guy. I laughed a good long time after that, I still chuckle when I think of it.
Are you ready for some questions that you barely find in other surveys?
Helz yeah!!
You're locked in a closet with the person you last kissed, any problems?
Not that I can think of, though we would most likely put our minds together and find a way out.
Are you currently reading a book?
Princeps Fury of The Codex Alera. Great book series by a fantastic Author, Jim Butcher, Though I would tell you to pick up his other work The Dresden Files. OMG SO GOOD!!
What is your current annoyance?
The battle between my head and my heart. I wish that they would come to a compromise and stop being stuck on two completely different and incompatible options.
What was the last beverage you had?
Some organic lemonade at the Celtic Fair
Are you someone who worries too often?
I worry about bunches of things, I was raised with the phrase “ prepare for the worst get the best” which I translated in myself as “ make sure you think of everything that could go wrong and then nothing will.” So I end up spending a lot of my time thinking and focusing on things that could go wrong and not nearly enough on what is going right. But I’ve been working on fixing that kind of thinking and I’m feeling good about the progress.
Would you ever take someone back after they cheated on you?
The heart can accept some really not cool things. I used to be dead set on my answer to this question: I could never take back someone who hurt me so deeply. But as I age and grow I find that my heart can be a bit more forgiving then I give it credit for. That or I’m finding that love can make any situation or decision seem right or wrong depending. Love can make everything messy.
Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hated?
With the friends that I held closest in high school there were many people that they didn’t like but who I found very rewarding friendships with. In the end I’m still really good friends with those people while I have parted ways with those who judged.
What did you do last night?
I attended the Grass Valley Celtic Fair and had lots of fun catching up with people from my past and present, lots of good music, food, and some alright beer. Then I picked up Steven and we watches House till 3am. Good times!
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
I guess I could, all my parts are covered, but I would end up looking like the weird people you see all over Grass Valley, with just a t-shirt and leggings on. So could I go outside? Say like my house caught on fire and I had to get out, yes I could walk around without scaring people. Will I go out in what I’m wearing? Nah, I’ll just throw some pants on.
Do you remember your dreams?
I love my dreams, they are always so in depth and fun…. Until they aren’t, anyways. Let’s just say that if I actually started keeping a dream journal I would have to spend many, many hours a day writing them all down.
Does anyone think you are a bitch?
I have a very strong personality when I want to show it and I guess that can be taken as bitchy. But I usually try to be kind and loving whenever I can, so I can only hope that most people don’t think I’m a bitch.
Did you wake up before 8am this morning?
Yes, for a little while, just long enough to let the sweet smell of fresh rain fill my nose. I love rain, especially the first true rain of fall. It’s always a sign of things changing and the claming of plants and animals for winter’s sleep.
Do you wear eyeliner?
Sometimes, when I wear makeup it’s usually that and some eye shadow. I never got the hang of putting all the other stuff on, but I think it looks better having some natural beauty shine through.
Did you speak to your father today?
Actually just a bit, less then I usually do. We are both big nerds and have so many things to talk about. It also helps that I got him addicted to the book series I’m currently obsessed with and with a compilation of short stories coming out at the end of the month it’s been on our minds a lot. :P
Do you miss your past?
I miss the past that is in my memories, the fun childhood where scraping your knee was the most traumatic thing you encountered that day, where making friends was as easy as who shared a favorite color, where recess seemed endless and imaginations ran vividly wild. But I know if I went back and saw those days for what they really were it would tarnish them, it’s better to leave those memories little pieces of paradise.
Have you ever skipped school just because you were tired?
For my Saturday morning mural class, yes. Usually I’m good about going to class unless I’m sick.
Do you get mad easily?
I get frustrated often, which could come off as being mad. You know lots of harsh words at nothing in particular; it’s all a process for working out how I can get around the frustration. But it’s rather rare to get me really, truly mad.
Have you ever been around someone who was high?
Yes, but I don’t partake. Don’t really want to.
What was your last bruise from?
Hmm, my last bruise, I think it was from a box/cart/table at work, but I couldn’t tell you any specifics.
Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
Naturally, that is on everyone’s mind at least sometime in their lives. It used to be a terrible problem I had; nothing was good enough, ever, period. But I’ve gotten amazingly better to myself. It’s alright, nothing is perfect. After all if everything was perfect we would have nothing to learn and that’s part of the fun in life.
What color is your hair?
It’s Brown. I started out, I guess, a mousy brown, did red for a little while then to copper. I tried black for a very short time, but I realized I’m mush too bright a person to be able to pull that off. I went back to red then to red brown and then back to just brown, but this time I have a little streak of green on my right side. ^_^ Y’know, to mix things up a bit.
Do you judge people you don't know?
I don’t really judge them or at least I do my best not to, there of course things I see and comprehend, but I’m hopeful when I meet people so they usually get whatever benefit of the doubt.
Have you ever been asked out by someone you didn't want to date?
Haha, no, I was usually the one doing asking. That is when I actually built up enough nerve, fought myself for hours, dramatized it, analyzed it and then finally when I couldn’t take the “what ifs” and “why nots” anymore I would do the deed. I then picked up the pieces and moved on, there isn’t much else you can do in those situations.
Do any of your friends have a tongue ring?
Yes.
Do any of your friends have a nose ring?
Yeah, we live in the… what is it called now.... 2000s I guess. Everyone is free to do whatever they wish with their bodies :P.
How much money did you spend today?
I don’t normally spend this much but it was the Celtic fair and littered with all sorts of goodies. I think I spent a total, with getting Steven into the fair, $120 maybe.
What will you be doing tomorrow?
Work, then driving an hour, then school, then eating something at some point, then driving an hour again, and getting home and then honestly thinking about moving to Rocklin to avoid all the driving. :P
Have you ever cried while in the shower?
I think my pipes are busted cause I leek from my face all the time. I’ve always been really self conscious about my crying and how easily it happens. Too much emotion. I tried to stop feeling once, I didn’t like it, too empty. So now I live with my emotions however rampant and unruly they are. So to answer that question, yes, I’m sure at one point in my life I did.
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
Cody: lol I lived in a town called "grass valley" lol
Me: I still live in Grass valley lol. I’ve actually herd that Humboldt calls us “little brother”
Have you ever kissed anyone with a tattoo?
I haven’t actually kissed a lot of people, so I don’t actually think I have.
What's something you really want right now?
Cody: Love
Me: I right there with you man, but more so all I really want is happiness.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
I used this new shampoo and conditioner and it made my hair oh so silky soft.
Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friend?
Dude my bed is made of win and magic (tempurpedic beds are the best!) . I always invite people to sleep in my bed, unless there is no room.
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
Nope, and I did a little online search thing to see if there is anyone with the same name and I don’t think it actually found anyone.
Last person you talked on the phone with?
My friend Aaron, and in the middle of talking to him a guy dressed as a pirate doing a reenactment thing grabbed it and told Aaron “ She has been captured and if you ever want to see her sober again you’ll deliver 20 cases of rum to the ship tonight” there was much laughing.
Who do you blame for your bad mood today?
The stupid people who didn’t get the meat pie cart to attend the Celtic Fair this weekend. But other then that little miff I was in pretty good spirits today.
What was the first thing you did this morning?
Enjoyed the fresh air of a rainstorm. The first active thing I did was put my contacts in, y’know cause it’s a good ideal to have sight.
What are you looking forward to right now?
I have a trip to reno planed for later in the month, that should be awesome and full of good booze with great friends. Plus I got a room with a spa :D.
If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
I sometimes think of this question and there are many things that I would like to change about how my life went. But how it’s ended up I wouldn’t want to change.
Have you ever done anything illegal?
Sure I have.
Where will you be 5 hours from now?
Sleeping or at least I’m hoping to be sleeping. I have a large amount of things to do tomorrow and in five hours it will be 4am a good time to be fast asleep.
Has anyone ever borrowed something from you and never returned it back?
Yeah, but I don’t care about it.
Today did you hug a person you have feelings for?
Nope, but those kinds of days are becoming normal. Transitioning out of a 4 year relationship is rather difficult at times.
Have you ever ran away?
I planed with my brother when I was super young a run away strategy, my parents found it and got really, really mad. So from my parents, nope never. From life, there was a short time in high school where I used sleep as an escape so I kinda ran away from life that way I guess. I usually don’t run way, I walk away all dramatic and like a bad-ass.
Truth or dare always turns sexual, doesn't it?
I didn’t play a lot of truth or dare, I didn’t really have anything to tell the truth about cause I was pretty open about everything and I would do anything anyone dared me to do.
Do you wish someone would turn up at your front door right now?
Right now, maybe not it’s kinda late, But if it was a hot sexy man that wanted me, sure ^_^ why the heck not.
What is something you realized today?
I’ve grown a lot, I’ve gained so much strength to walk the path of life. I’m willing to handle anything that comes my way. I have to keep putting one foot ahead of the other for myself. I really don’t know where I’ll be in a year, or two years, or 6 months. But I know that I will be moving, learning, growing, changing, and I’m alright with that. Life is a journey, and sometimes it gets bad, but those moments make the good ones wonderful and uplifting. Like faceted gems, the rough and gritty grinder stone refines them, makes them shine.
Do you like being single?
I hate the feeling of not being connected with someone. I’m not sure I totally understand why it hurts so much at times. I know in truth I’m connected to everyone in my life, but there is something more, something stronger, deeper. But let me adjust to life without a love and I’ll see how I feel. Cuts are much too fresh and stabs are still being picked at for me to look at this new stage of life without the pain.
Do you want any children?
One day, maybe. All I’m sure about is that I’m in no place in my life to be able to take care of a child. One day I would love to have a son. I know it doesn't really work like that but I can't dream right? ^_^
What was the last thing you laughed really hard about?
Random phone napping from the pirate guy. I laughed a good long time after that, I still chuckle when I think of it.