Don't Shoot I'm not a Zombie!!
Hay guess what... I'm still alive... and making a real post.
Okay lets wee if I can recap what has been up with me for the past.... year maybe.
So, I started College and am still taking lots of classes. I though that I had found what I wanted to be when I grew up (Like that is actually going to happen :P) but I took a psychology class and so far I'm totally in love with what we are learning and talking about. The more I take of that class the more I think that maybe that is what I really want to do with my life. I have made an agreement with myself that if I absolutely hate Chemistry then I'll change my major and my goals. That or if I am totally sure that I want to go into counseling then I'll change my major.
I took a really awful field class last semester, but during that class I got over my panic attack wile camping habit, which those of you who have seen it knows how bad it was. All we did on this feild study class is go to the horrible bum f---- town in Shasta and look at how horrible everything was. It was really horrible.
My camera, that I have had since I was back in middle school, finally died at fanime. It was a very sad loss and I morned it for untill I got my new SO MUCH MORE AWESOME camera. It's a SRL Like Fuji film and it's amazing. It takes raw images, has a histogram option and tons of other stuff that I could only dream about when I was useing my other camera. The only downfalls are that I have to get used to useing this camera and mess around with it a bit more to be able to use it like it should and that I have to get a new computer because my little old Lappy can't handle the new Photoshop or working with raw images. I'm ordering the new parts tomorrow and should have a BRAND NEW AWESOME COMPUTER withing the new few weeks. With this computer I will acutally be able to play some games that are higher graphics then the old Half Life ( Which I love so very very much, Gordon Freeman is so F---ing Gar If I was a man I would have his babies.)
I'm not working, though I school try getting a job soonish, cause I want to move out with Steven sometime soonish ( though I'm not sure if I should wait till the end of the semester till I do the move, but my time living with my parents is running out). I did get a job and work At Sierra Manor last year, that only taught my two things, That I hate Tiffanies and that I NEVER EVER want to work with old people again. I still dream about working there and I still wake up in a cold sweat. Lets just say that I hope to never have a job as bad as that ever again.
My love life has had it's ups and downs as time has gone on, but that is to be expected. Throughout the year I have been on the verge of breaking up with Steven quite a few times, but we have survived and still love each other quite a bit. Nation even asked Steven the other day if he was going to propose to me... we each think the same thing, we have the rest of our lives to get married we don't have any need to rush into anything right now.
I need to get out and make a few new friends, all the ones that I used to hang out with have either ditched me or moved away. I still have a few old friends like Kristin and KK and they are usually busy. I have a few friend from Steven's group, but all of them are guys and I just need some female moments here and there. Ugh, I really need a shopping trip or something :p.
I have been baking and cooking a lot more then I used to, I guess it's cause I have a lot more free time on my hands. Cookies are my favorite, and I need to stop making them cause all I do it eat them and then get a little more over weight. I need to start going to the gym more, I just need to feel better (I have a cold, which is what happens when I decide that I want to start working out more). Oh and I before I started this semester I started reading some Diskworld Books, and I totally can't wait until I'm done with English 1b to start reading what I want to read again.
Well So that is what is going on in my life right now and has been going on. I'll try to keep up on Bloging more often.
Okay lets wee if I can recap what has been up with me for the past.... year maybe.
So, I started College and am still taking lots of classes. I though that I had found what I wanted to be when I grew up (Like that is actually going to happen :P) but I took a psychology class and so far I'm totally in love with what we are learning and talking about. The more I take of that class the more I think that maybe that is what I really want to do with my life. I have made an agreement with myself that if I absolutely hate Chemistry then I'll change my major and my goals. That or if I am totally sure that I want to go into counseling then I'll change my major.
I took a really awful field class last semester, but during that class I got over my panic attack wile camping habit, which those of you who have seen it knows how bad it was. All we did on this feild study class is go to the horrible bum f---- town in Shasta and look at how horrible everything was. It was really horrible.
My camera, that I have had since I was back in middle school, finally died at fanime. It was a very sad loss and I morned it for untill I got my new SO MUCH MORE AWESOME camera. It's a SRL Like Fuji film and it's amazing. It takes raw images, has a histogram option and tons of other stuff that I could only dream about when I was useing my other camera. The only downfalls are that I have to get used to useing this camera and mess around with it a bit more to be able to use it like it should and that I have to get a new computer because my little old Lappy can't handle the new Photoshop or working with raw images. I'm ordering the new parts tomorrow and should have a BRAND NEW AWESOME COMPUTER withing the new few weeks. With this computer I will acutally be able to play some games that are higher graphics then the old Half Life ( Which I love so very very much, Gordon Freeman is so F---ing Gar If I was a man I would have his babies.)
I'm not working, though I school try getting a job soonish, cause I want to move out with Steven sometime soonish ( though I'm not sure if I should wait till the end of the semester till I do the move, but my time living with my parents is running out). I did get a job and work At Sierra Manor last year, that only taught my two things, That I hate Tiffanies and that I NEVER EVER want to work with old people again. I still dream about working there and I still wake up in a cold sweat. Lets just say that I hope to never have a job as bad as that ever again.
My love life has had it's ups and downs as time has gone on, but that is to be expected. Throughout the year I have been on the verge of breaking up with Steven quite a few times, but we have survived and still love each other quite a bit. Nation even asked Steven the other day if he was going to propose to me... we each think the same thing, we have the rest of our lives to get married we don't have any need to rush into anything right now.
I need to get out and make a few new friends, all the ones that I used to hang out with have either ditched me or moved away. I still have a few old friends like Kristin and KK and they are usually busy. I have a few friend from Steven's group, but all of them are guys and I just need some female moments here and there. Ugh, I really need a shopping trip or something :p.
I have been baking and cooking a lot more then I used to, I guess it's cause I have a lot more free time on my hands. Cookies are my favorite, and I need to stop making them cause all I do it eat them and then get a little more over weight. I need to start going to the gym more, I just need to feel better (I have a cold, which is what happens when I decide that I want to start working out more). Oh and I before I started this semester I started reading some Diskworld Books, and I totally can't wait until I'm done with English 1b to start reading what I want to read again.
Well So that is what is going on in my life right now and has been going on. I'll try to keep up on Bloging more often.