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Hey everybody, its everyone's favorite Nineteen-going-on-forty year old. Isn't that exciting? Aren't you just so freaking curious as to what I have to say seeing as how I haven't posted in god knows how long. I'm sure people know to, its just a matter of scrolling and finding the next date.
**I'm very tired and I get very cranky and sarcastic when I do. Joy.
Not much has been going down actually. The repitition of school, work, girlfriend, sleep, school, work, girlfriend, sleep -- you get the gist. Hopefully. For repititious with no wavering at all. I lead such an exciting life.
I've decided that school sucks and I'm not really sure about it anymore. Don't get me wrong, I want to go to school and better myself and lifestyle and career and all that hooplah. But I'm not exactly sure what I want to anymore. I like helping other people, but I feel I'm misguided in where to help people. Maybe helping people just isn't my thing to do and I'm just leading myself on. Maybe I should just stick with my strength of math and do what I wanted to do once, aerospace engineering. I don't know.
I'm probably just going through another downer period at the moment. Yes, I in fact do have them, just doesn't seem like it. Yeah...anyway...I'm bored. Nothing is on tv, but I have two books I can read. One on the psychology of cutters (its a coincidence, honest, I bought several weeks ago) and the other is the last Halo book. Took me fucking forever to find it. It's big too. They made the print bigger, its really weird.
Anyway, I'm off to go do who only knows because the girlfriend is busy again tonight. It must be near on a week or more since I've properly seen Shannon. Oh well, I'm a big boy. I can stand on my own and I'm even house trained. Yes, that is sarcasm in case you couldn't tell.
**I'm very tired and I get very cranky and sarcastic when I do. Joy.
Not much has been going down actually. The repitition of school, work, girlfriend, sleep, school, work, girlfriend, sleep -- you get the gist. Hopefully. For repititious with no wavering at all. I lead such an exciting life.
I've decided that school sucks and I'm not really sure about it anymore. Don't get me wrong, I want to go to school and better myself and lifestyle and career and all that hooplah. But I'm not exactly sure what I want to anymore. I like helping other people, but I feel I'm misguided in where to help people. Maybe helping people just isn't my thing to do and I'm just leading myself on. Maybe I should just stick with my strength of math and do what I wanted to do once, aerospace engineering. I don't know.
I'm probably just going through another downer period at the moment. Yes, I in fact do have them, just doesn't seem like it. Yeah...anyway...I'm bored. Nothing is on tv, but I have two books I can read. One on the psychology of cutters (its a coincidence, honest, I bought several weeks ago) and the other is the last Halo book. Took me fucking forever to find it. It's big too. They made the print bigger, its really weird.
Anyway, I'm off to go do who only knows because the girlfriend is busy again tonight. It must be near on a week or more since I've properly seen Shannon. Oh well, I'm a big boy. I can stand on my own and I'm even house trained. Yes, that is sarcasm in case you couldn't tell.