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So, it will be a month for Camilo and I tomorrow. We have had some ups and downs but overall we seem to have fun with each other. Part of me feels in my heart he is just here until something better comes along. He says he wants to take it slow but often he says and does things that make me reconsider if I ever wanted to be with him. True, I am proabbly only here because I am lonely but then at points he will make me laugh and so happy I think it could work. I wish he would grow up a bit. I honestly believe alot of the bullshit he gives me is due only to his lack of age and maturity. he is so freakin smart in certain things but when it comes to affection, he is like the kid in class that picks on you or pulls your hair to show he likes you. I wish he would romance me more. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nobody is perfect right?
I am surprising him on sunday and taking him to stuntwars, which is a motorcycle stunt riding show. He will enjoy that I hope... I am anxious to see what he comes up with for celebrating my birthday, I dont think he has even started to think about it, I gave him kates number to help but I dont think he has called her yet or anything.
I went to the doctors yesterday and they told me everything was healthy again...still no answer on what is causing the allergic reaction I keep getting but she was concerned there might be chance I had Lupus or Lymphoma or an autoimmune disease and all my tests came back negative so she said it is just an allergic reaction and at this point the only thing I can do is treat and recover and possibly start meeting with an allergist again to try and find what it triggering it.
I would like to go home to pa for xmas this year, I want to see how it would work with SAV letting me off for a few days... I might go look at plane tickets right now...
talk soon,
D
I am surprising him on sunday and taking him to stuntwars, which is a motorcycle stunt riding show. He will enjoy that I hope... I am anxious to see what he comes up with for celebrating my birthday, I dont think he has even started to think about it, I gave him kates number to help but I dont think he has called her yet or anything.
I went to the doctors yesterday and they told me everything was healthy again...still no answer on what is causing the allergic reaction I keep getting but she was concerned there might be chance I had Lupus or Lymphoma or an autoimmune disease and all my tests came back negative so she said it is just an allergic reaction and at this point the only thing I can do is treat and recover and possibly start meeting with an allergist again to try and find what it triggering it.
I would like to go home to pa for xmas this year, I want to see how it would work with SAV letting me off for a few days... I might go look at plane tickets right now...
talk soon,
D