Jun 05, 2009 02:33
Seasonal patterns, nights that end too soon. Something comfortable to disobey myself with; only having thoughts. Something desperate, a secret not so safe. Dangerous game.
I'm seduced with jazz, visits to parks in the dark, and feral outbursts of whims. Wants not needs because everything is alright with you in the driver seat. Steady drums or silence. I could push off sleep and not feel a thing.
Eight pawns or one king? There's value I don't know how to place, so I'm just going to ride it out. I don't want to ask anymore, I'm only going for the feeling.