Jan 16, 2003 19:51
Today has been crazy! I'm lost in the mess of it. I don't see how things can get so complicated. I don't want to think about it; it makes me sad.
finals are next week. tons of stress. I am only worried about 4 of them... (as if that is a small number). I need to get $130 pronto to pass Journalism. I need a miracle to pass physics and computer science, and i need a brain to pass psychology. I don't seen any of those things happening. Oh well.
i have something big on my mind. i'm nervous as shit. i can see my past coming out from the grave and it's happening all over again right before my eyes. i want to make it stop. how do i stop it? my mind is racing and i'm scared...