you can't always get what you want...that's for sure
this will be the first and last of this nonsense...
Christams this year is weird. It doesn't seem like Christmas at all. Family is broken apart and it's a little lonely these days. I was thinking about the last couple of Christmas' and wondered why they were decent... i figured that it was because i had someone. Even though that person treated me like garbage and wasn't good for me, he was around and that's all i care about/need. i realize this was my decision and i chose this because i felt i would be much happier without him but ahhh! Maybe it's just because we were together for so long that it's a big change... i don't want him back, i want the feeling back.
there... i'm finished forever. no more
it was cold today. kinda ugly but sunny. last day of school until the 6th. i want to do something for my birthday but have no idea what to do. if anyone has a thought, let me know.
Bah
Christams this year is weird. It doesn't seem like Christmas at all. Family is broken apart and it's a little lonely these days. I was thinking about the last couple of Christmas' and wondered why they were decent... i figured that it was because i had someone. Even though that person treated me like garbage and wasn't good for me, he was around and that's all i care about/need. i realize this was my decision and i chose this because i felt i would be much happier without him but ahhh! Maybe it's just because we were together for so long that it's a big change... i don't want him back, i want the feeling back.
there... i'm finished forever. no more
it was cold today. kinda ugly but sunny. last day of school until the 6th. i want to do something for my birthday but have no idea what to do. if anyone has a thought, let me know.
Bah