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Apr 27, 2003 22:05

There has been a lot on my mind lately. I can’t seem to think straight anymore. Thursday is a MAJOR day for me. Not only do I take my driving test once again, but I also have to mail certain papers out (that is if I make my mind up about college before then). I don’t know what is best for me. Though I have my own thoughts on what would make me happy, I’m not sure if the justifications for that happiness are valid or not. I feel as if I am becoming indifferent to the choices I have in front of me... the choices all look the same when in reality they are SO different. I’ve been trying to think and as much as I do, nothing makes sense anymore. I don’t think I have ever felt so lost in my life. I thought I had everything worked out but I couldn’t have been more wrong. I need a sign... a good shove in the right direction... or maybe I just need to decide what a REALLY want. I can only hope i don't run out of time...
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