I know that you are listening. This is my chance to tell you everything...
I thought that with time I'd change. I honestly believed that I'd become the person I have dreamed of becoming if I only tried hard enough. Though, no doubt, I have become a stronger person :::or at least I hope I have::: I am still the timid little girl I have always been.
I wish I had the courage to speak my mind... and I don't mean only speaking of the negative things. I can barely get any of my true feelings out into the open because I'm too afraid of what the responses will be to my words. Maybe I'm saving myself from some pain but then again, maybe I'm just cheating myself out of some happiness. You never know what the future holds. Anyone could go at any minute... so why stay quiet?
Will I ever change?
I wish I had the courage to speak my mind... and I don't mean only speaking of the negative things. I can barely get any of my true feelings out into the open because I'm too afraid of what the responses will be to my words. Maybe I'm saving myself from some pain but then again, maybe I'm just cheating myself out of some happiness. You never know what the future holds. Anyone could go at any minute... so why stay quiet?
Will I ever change?