old friend
Its funny to me to run into kids i used to go to high school with and pretty much have grown up with since kindergarden leave huge things out in converstations we have about what we are up to now-a-days. I work 2 houses down from my friends house and so his step dad came over to talk to me and after work i went over to talk to his mom to see how she just had surgery. We got to talking about alot of things espically where my friend is now and where he is going in life. I was left speechless to know hes not living at home anymore due to him using cocaine...i never thought of him as that type of kid..but i guess that is what happens when i seperate myself from people that i feel are holding me down. I seperated myself from a large majority of people we hung around with in high school but it was never my intention to never talk to him again...i just needed some time to get my life in order. I have always planned on calling him up and asking him to get dinner with me or something once i felt it was a good time. Turns out hes redating my neighbor a girl i thought (from impressions she gave me and he did too) that they didnt like eachother at all. not even in the nicest way possible. But yet they are dating again all of a sudden. Anyways when i ran into my friend at my neighbors house and asked why he wasnt at home he said it was because he had to take care of his sick granny which i thought was really cool of him to do. Come to find out its becuase his rents found his cocaine shit in their upstairs bathroom confronted him on it and he wouldnt give it up so he opted to leave. His granny took him in once he had no other place to go. It just amazes me that i have known this kid pratcically my whole life and he cant just be up front with me on certain things. I think hes only dating my neighbor cause she'll put out easy and she probably doesnt give 2 shit about what he does with himself of the fact that hes a budding alocholic or that he does shit hes deff not supposed too.
I think im gonna talk to the therapist tomorrow about giving me a letter (while telling her once i get the letter i still plan on attending more therapy sessions with her...i wont stop once i get the letter) so i can pass it along to the surgeron...ive been reading up alot on what it takes to get certain things changed in certain areas of IDs and such like that...i need to talk to the surgeon to see if she will be comfortable writing me a letter taht i can attach to whatever paper work that particalur letter will need to be attached too. I hope im not physcing myself out thinking about all the stuff that needs to be changed....it just seems like new york has so many things that need to be done that other kids i know havent needed to happen.
I think im gonna talk to the therapist tomorrow about giving me a letter (while telling her once i get the letter i still plan on attending more therapy sessions with her...i wont stop once i get the letter) so i can pass it along to the surgeron...ive been reading up alot on what it takes to get certain things changed in certain areas of IDs and such like that...i need to talk to the surgeon to see if she will be comfortable writing me a letter taht i can attach to whatever paper work that particalur letter will need to be attached too. I hope im not physcing myself out thinking about all the stuff that needs to be changed....it just seems like new york has so many things that need to be done that other kids i know havent needed to happen.