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It's hard to feel confident when everyone around me is perfectly pretty and wearing perfectly expensive labels and has perfectly pretty labeled friends. Not to mention that they're smart enough to be at one of the top universities in the country, so I've got nothing on them there.
I haven't the guts to rebel and stand out drastically and I haven't the means to conform and fit in beautifully. I know it really shouldn't matter at all and that it's all superficial and meaningless in the grand scheme of things, but that doesn't stop me from feeling fairly insignificant and disgustingly average in the meantime.
At least, that's what I was thinking earlier today. It's kinda washed away into idle speculation now.
Also, to my delight (or disgust), my History TA likes my (by my own judgement) BS-filled essays.
I haven't the guts to rebel and stand out drastically and I haven't the means to conform and fit in beautifully. I know it really shouldn't matter at all and that it's all superficial and meaningless in the grand scheme of things, but that doesn't stop me from feeling fairly insignificant and disgustingly average in the meantime.
At least, that's what I was thinking earlier today. It's kinda washed away into idle speculation now.
Also, to my delight (or disgust), my History TA likes my (by my own judgement) BS-filled essays.