all day, errrrrday

[scorchedtoast]

Monday:

wake up
phone call
katherine
crying
class
lovin'
corsair's breakfast wraps
odwalla
cuddling
kissing
touching
lovin'
shower
homework
wine
driving
wine
cigarettes
queen
singing
dancing
headbanging
wine
cigarettes
zelig
napping
kissing
cooking
he was a quiet man
fighting
cuddling
booted
walking
talking
smiling
"do you want to be my girlfriend?"
lovin'
roommate

today was a slow day... but all of those things made it beautiful.
katherine is back in the hospital as of last night. i hate being away when things like that happen because even though we aren't close i like to be there when things like this happen. i like to be fully aware. in the room. so that no one can cheat me out of information or updates.
my friends here were wonderful though when i got the call. we went out after my first class while gary was in art and drove around finishing the jug of carlo rossi that i bought. smoking spirits and trees and being gay. it lifted my spirits alot.

last but not least
we're official
with the title
and obligations
and happiness
and curiosity

i think that's really all that i'm feeling right now. curiosity about what is going to happen in the next little while.
i haven't been anyones for a very long time. and i know that i by no means "belong" to him but i haven't shared that custody of each others bodies and well being in a really long time.
i am responsible now.
what a beautiful man.