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I want to say...
I really love you, I love you more than anyone has ever loved anyone else. I can feel our love, every moment, every second of every day. It doesn't matter if we're fighting, or having the best time of our lives. I really haven't changed, except I love you more and more everyday. Our life together is everything I thought it would be and more. I have never been happier, never been more satisfied with what I've got. I can't possibly ask for me, I have everything I ever wanted and need and that's you.
We have lust, lots of lust. I lust for you everytime I see you, see how beautiful you are. It's painfully obvious, in such stark contrast to all of the things around you. You stand out like a shining star to me, you beauty capturing my attention and distracting me from all else. I get chills, tingles, warm feelings and just plain turned on by you. All the time, every day. Our lust will never die, because it isn't what drives us. Our lust is driven by our love, our need to be with each other.
You are so much more to me than anyone has ever been. You're the pinnacle of every woman I met before you. You're what I wanted them all to be. Sure some may have been close, but close doesn't cut it. Close minus well be the same as the furthest. You are it, the perfect one, the exact match for me, my soul mate. There isn't a doubt in my mind about it.
I live in fear, everytime we fight or I do something stupid or say something without thinking or forget something. I live in fear that in those moments when you're mad, upset, and hurting, that you'll stop loving me. In my mind I know this isn't possible. In my mind I know that we are soul mates, inseperatble once we've found each other. But my heart, fears for the worst. Trying everything to prevent the worst tragedy from occurring. Losing you would end me, kill me. Losing you would take away everything that I live for. You are my world, and I don't say that lightly.
I love the notes you leave me. I love that little gestures you make, putting your hand on mine. I love your smiles. I love how you curl up on the couch to watch a movie. I love how you laugh when we're fighting. I love how you get so turned on that you scream for me. I love it all and more. I love you, completely and utterly. You treat me better than anyone has ever. You make my happier than it has ever been.
I cannot promise you that I wont break your heart. I wish I could, but I can't. But I can promise you that I will never stop loving you, and I will never intentionally hurt you. The last thing I want is that.
You break my heart in little ways. Things you say, things you do. You do it on purpose when you're mad and upset. I cry, I hurt. But I deserve it sometimes. Other times it's just misunderstanding or misperception. But everytime, without fail and hesitation, I still try my best to keep you. I can't stand to lose you no matter what happens. I can't stand to be without the other half of me. It doesn't matter what you say or do I will always want to be with you and there's nothing that will change that. I will fight through anything, hell and back. I have changed my life entirely. And I do not and will not regret a single moment of it.
So I don't hold back. I don't hide anything from you, on purpose at least. I love you with all my heart, and I'm going to show it with everything I have. I've made mistakes, some big ones, but they don't take away from the fact that I love you beyond reason. Beyond any matter of comprehensibility.
So through all of this, I only ask one thing of you. Please love me. Please love me with your all. Please show how you feel. Believe me when I say I'm not going anywhere. You've got me for the rest of our lives, deal with it. So please love me without holding back. And I promise that I'll do the same, everyday for the rest of my life.
I really love you, I love you more than anyone has ever loved anyone else. I can feel our love, every moment, every second of every day. It doesn't matter if we're fighting, or having the best time of our lives. I really haven't changed, except I love you more and more everyday. Our life together is everything I thought it would be and more. I have never been happier, never been more satisfied with what I've got. I can't possibly ask for me, I have everything I ever wanted and need and that's you.
We have lust, lots of lust. I lust for you everytime I see you, see how beautiful you are. It's painfully obvious, in such stark contrast to all of the things around you. You stand out like a shining star to me, you beauty capturing my attention and distracting me from all else. I get chills, tingles, warm feelings and just plain turned on by you. All the time, every day. Our lust will never die, because it isn't what drives us. Our lust is driven by our love, our need to be with each other.
You are so much more to me than anyone has ever been. You're the pinnacle of every woman I met before you. You're what I wanted them all to be. Sure some may have been close, but close doesn't cut it. Close minus well be the same as the furthest. You are it, the perfect one, the exact match for me, my soul mate. There isn't a doubt in my mind about it.
I live in fear, everytime we fight or I do something stupid or say something without thinking or forget something. I live in fear that in those moments when you're mad, upset, and hurting, that you'll stop loving me. In my mind I know this isn't possible. In my mind I know that we are soul mates, inseperatble once we've found each other. But my heart, fears for the worst. Trying everything to prevent the worst tragedy from occurring. Losing you would end me, kill me. Losing you would take away everything that I live for. You are my world, and I don't say that lightly.
I love the notes you leave me. I love that little gestures you make, putting your hand on mine. I love your smiles. I love how you curl up on the couch to watch a movie. I love how you laugh when we're fighting. I love how you get so turned on that you scream for me. I love it all and more. I love you, completely and utterly. You treat me better than anyone has ever. You make my happier than it has ever been.
I cannot promise you that I wont break your heart. I wish I could, but I can't. But I can promise you that I will never stop loving you, and I will never intentionally hurt you. The last thing I want is that.
You break my heart in little ways. Things you say, things you do. You do it on purpose when you're mad and upset. I cry, I hurt. But I deserve it sometimes. Other times it's just misunderstanding or misperception. But everytime, without fail and hesitation, I still try my best to keep you. I can't stand to lose you no matter what happens. I can't stand to be without the other half of me. It doesn't matter what you say or do I will always want to be with you and there's nothing that will change that. I will fight through anything, hell and back. I have changed my life entirely. And I do not and will not regret a single moment of it.
So I don't hold back. I don't hide anything from you, on purpose at least. I love you with all my heart, and I'm going to show it with everything I have. I've made mistakes, some big ones, but they don't take away from the fact that I love you beyond reason. Beyond any matter of comprehensibility.
So through all of this, I only ask one thing of you. Please love me. Please love me with your all. Please show how you feel. Believe me when I say I'm not going anywhere. You've got me for the rest of our lives, deal with it. So please love me without holding back. And I promise that I'll do the same, everyday for the rest of my life.